Page 9 of Shamelessly Loyal
But I did.
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A FEW YEARS EARLIER…
I didn’t say a word when I checked out where they were going to be. The next show was clear across the country. Only I could make the drive in a couple of days. I’d get there the same day they did. Gas money and a few hundred dollars socked away for a rainy day. Her birthday was coming up. Well, the birthday she celebrated anyway. And I wanted to see her. I was also being selfish as fuck.
For the first time in a long time, I didn’t care. I just—needed the break. A break from everything. I needed to see her and have a breather. Leaving a note for the guys, I told them I’d be back in a few days. It was better to slip away unseen, or someone would take it upon themselves to follow me. Or just climb in the car.
Once on the highway, I exhaled a long breath. The agitation in my blood cooled. The tension in my spine unknotted. Music was cranked, the cool wind blowing through the windows, and my foot on the accelerator as I left Braxton Harbor in the rearview mirror. I didn’t run away. Didn’t think I was now. Just—this damn urge to see her. I trusted my instincts. When I ignored my gut, bad shit happened.
With every mile I put on the car, I relaxed more. This was the right call. The guys would be fine for a few days. They could handle it. If they didn’t—well, I’d deal with it when I got back. The drive took just under two days, a little over thirty-seven hours, including a four-hour nap I took in the car at a rest stop.
I made it to Orlando in time to see her walking into the hotel. It was pure luck that I guessed the right one. Well, luck and the fact I knew their troupe had used that hotel before. She looked dead on her feet. The bitch walking with her looked like a bitch. I didn’t know who the cunt was—wait—yes, I did. The chaperone. Okay, maybe a chaperone should look like someone smashed her face with a brick to create that expression.
Still…not a fan.
I followed them inside and made a show of checking the wall with all its pamphlets of local attractions while they checked in. Ivy looked so damn tired, but then it was still early and they’d been traveling.
“Since the venue is tied up with the riggers,” she said while they waited on the hotel desk clerk to sort out their rooms—multiple. So, Ivy had her own room. How—lonely. Then again, maybe she wanted privacy. Having grown up with the guys all sharing the same room most of the time, I craved personal space, although it could also be too damn quiet. “I’ll just do stretches and use the gym here.”
The chaperone nodded. “Do not go down to the gym without me.”
Ivy rolled her eyes.
I bit back a smile. I swore she gave the woman a look that just radiated “bite me.” Kind of bratty, but I appreciated it. Rules were there to chafe but also to protect. Or so Ms. Stephanie often reminded us. The rules were also there to be bent carefully with just the right amount of pressure.
Pre-law had given me a lot of insight on that one.
As soon as they had their rooms and keycards, I noted which floor and let them disappear into the elevators before I asked the clerk whether they had a room available. Unfortunately, my plans had been blown at the last minute, and the girl behind the desk blushed when I smiled at her.
I got a room on the same floor as Ivy, along with the clerk’s phone number. Maybe I’d make this a vacation of my own. She said she’d be off the clock at three. Good to know. She also worked nights sometimes. Even better. The credit card I used wasn’t the best idea, since it was for emergencies only. Then again, I’d make do for now.
Instead of going straight up to my room, I went out to move my car and grab a bag. The nightly hotel fee included parking—thank fuck. Even with Sarah Jane’s discount, it was still pricey. On my way back through the lobby, I winked at her on my way past. Her smile grew and mine might have made an appearance as I stepped into the elevator.
Getting laid hadn’t been the original plan, but what the hell. It was still really early. I was just stepping off the elevator when the battle axe said, “Stay in the room, order room service, and catch up on your assignments from the tutor. You have my number.” Then she was bustling up the hall.
“Whatever,” Ivy called after her, and the door slammed. I sidestepped the woman as she got to the elevator. She was on the phone before the doors opened.
Our gazes met briefly as she said, “Yes, three days—it’s about time I had a break from the brat.” Her look practically screamed fuck off as she jabbed the elevator button and the doors closed behind her.
What. A. Bitch.
She was just leaving Ivy here? Alone?
Irritated as fuck, I made my way to my room, which was just up the hall from hers. I glanced at her door, probably staring a little too long. We weren’t directly across from each other, more caddy cornered. But when I checked through the viewfinder, I could see her door.
Well, the desire to be here fueling my blood made sense. The cunt and I were going to have words. Closing my eyes, I took a deep breath. Violence needed to serve a purpose. Carelessness was one thing. The woman was a chaperone, not a caretaker. She probably saw nothing wrong with leaving Ivy secured in a hotel room.
She was almost twelve by her standards, with Emersyn’s birthday the following week. Even if she didn’t look much older than eight. I was here. Here I would fucking stay, the guard dog at the goddamn door.
Every time the elevator dinged, I got up to check the door. The first was room service. Ivy opened the door but didn’t let the delivery person in. Simply asked them to leave the tray and she’d get it in a minute, like she needed to get dressed. At least the sound carried from the hall easily enough. The minute the elevator dinged that the guy was gone, she pulled the door open and wedged it with her foot.
Dressed in a t-shirt and shorts, and apparently having showered since her hair was wet, she looked even younger. She picked up the tray and grinned. Really grinned. The door closed before it occurred to me I should have taken a picture.
Fuck, I was creeping on my own sister. Shaking my head, I returned to the bed and dropped on it. I was a light sleeper. The doors opened and closed in the hall. The sounds of families passing by, running kids, murmuring parents, even the occasional crying baby. All of this registered, but none of it was Ivy or a door close to mine.
The sudden fierce knock on a door had me upright and across the room, before I’d even processed I was moving. A young girl stood outside Ivy’s room. What the fuck? The door opened and Ivy stared out, her mouth fell open in shock.