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“We hadn’t until this morning. I was waiting for you to come home from work so we could talk about it, but obviously with everything that happened, I haven’t had a chance to tell you. My mom saw us in the newspaper after you did that interview about the fire, and she’s been trying to track me down ever since. Actually, she claims she’s been trying to track me down since I left the trailer. She said she’s seen the error of her ways and she’s left Dan. She’s staying in a separate trailer now and she asked me to move back home. Or at least to consider making her a part of my life again. I told her I would think about it.”
“Do you believe her?” Viktor asks evenly, as if he doesn’t want to show me his true thoughts.
“I want to. But I’m a bit afraid to. I worry things will be good for so long, and then she’ll get bored of being single and find some deadbeat boyfriend and the cycle will start over again.”
“I hope to have this Igor thing wrapped up quickly, so hopefully that won’t happen before I do. And you’re right. Going back to your mom’s place is a good idea. Trailer parks are not his scene.”
“All right. I’ll go live with my mom for a while.” I would have preferred to think about it longer and only go live with my mom when I’m good and ready, but I can’t insist on staying here and leave Viktor with a choice of either forcing me out or being left walking on eggshells constantly.
“When this is over, Amelia, I want you to move back in here immediately. I want us to be officially together… unless you don’t want that.”
I push myself away from him and look at him in wonder. “Are you kidding me? Of course, I want that. When I said I wanted to talk to you about what my mom said, I didn’t mean I didn’t want to be with you. I was just debating whether or not to let her back into my life.”
Viktor smiles and I can see the relief in it. “So, the plan is you go back to your mom’s trailer in the morning. As soon as you find her new trailer, I want you to text me the exact location of it, and after that, we will have no contact at all unless it’s a life-or-death emergency. The second Igor is dealt with, I will come and get you.”
“It’s going to be hard, isn’t it? Not even being able to talk to each other,” I say.
“Yeah,” Viktor agrees. “But you understand why it has to be that way don’t you?”
I nod. In truth, I think it’s all confusing and incomprehensible to me, but after Viktor has already lost one girl he loved because of something he was mixed up in, I do understand why he’s going to such lengths to make our breakup look real and to keep me out of the line of fire.
“We should get some sleep,” he says. “It’s been a long night.”
“Aren’t we forgetting something?” I ask.
He looks at me and frowns.
I smile and lean closer to him. “The hot breakup sex, but don’t worry I’ll be super gentle,” I say before I close my lips over his.
35
VIKTOR
Fucking hell what an evening it’s been.
I can’t believe how close I came to losing Amelia, and in almost the same way I lost Lisa. The cold, logical side of me says I should let Amelia go. Make the fake breakup I’m suggesting be real. That would guarantee her safety, but I just can’t do it. I can’t imagine my life without her in it. True, I’m being selfish, but this is the happiest I’ve ever been, and I won’t walk away from that, from her.
Instead, I’m going to deal with Igor and once he’s taken care of, then my hands will be clean, my businesses are clean, and being with me will be no more dangerous than being with anyone else.
Not having Amelia around distracting me with her sexy body and her sensuous kiss will certainly make it easier to focus on the mission at hand. And I intend to have this dealt with quickly. Amelia and I being forced to spend a day or two apart will only make it hotter when we come back together. At least that’s what I tell myself in the hope of making being apart a little easier.
All of this goes through my mind until Amelia tells me we need to have a hot breakup sex session and leans in to kiss me. The thoughts scatter like fluff in the wind the instant her lips touch mine, and I become consumed in her kiss, in her. All I can think of now is her – how her kiss wakes my body up even though I’m mentally and physically exhausted. How her touch makes my body crave her more than ever.
And how hard I am already.
She pushes herself up onto her knees and straddles me, resting her ass right on my cock. Her wet pussy presses against me and makes me groan into her mouth as she kisses me passionately.
This kiss is different than all the others. It’s about our connection. It’s about what we’ve gone through tonight and how we barely escaped with our lives. It’s about us having to be apart soon and knowing how hard that’s going to be. It’s about giving us something to think about when the nights are cold and lonely while we’re away from each other.
Amelia moves her hips, rubbing her pussy over my cock, making me growl with need. I reach up to push my hands into her hair, but pain floods through me from my shoulder. My arm flops back to the mattress. I push my other hand into her hair, but she pulls back, frowning down at me in concern.
“I hurt you, didn’t I?” she asks, sounding upset.
“No. I hurt myself by getting too enthusiastic.”
She starts to lift herself off me and I move my good hand to her hip, holding her in place.
“Trust me, Amelia, you’re worth a twinge in my shoulder. It’ll hurt me way more not to do this than it will to do it,” I assure.