Page 76 of Break My Rules

After all this talking, I just want to feel close to him. To be with him in a way that isn’t about distraction or escape, but aboutus. The future he’s offered me; the one my heart already aches to accept.

So I kiss him. Both hands wrapping around his neck, my body pressing closer, my mouth trying to tell him all the things I haven’t yet found a way to say.

He knows.

Saint wraps his arms around me, holding me tightly, deepening the kiss until my head is spinning and I’m gasping for more. He pulls back then, and takes my hand, leading me upstairs to the bedroom without a word.

He undresses me slowly; unhurried in the afternoon light. I savor every touch, running my hands over the broad planes of his body, peeling away every layer between us until we’re both naked, my breath quickening as the heat starts to curl inside, wanting.Needing him.

Still, we take our time.

Saint lays me on the bed, covering my whole body in a trail of featherlight kisses, licking and teasing my breasts and stomach; trailing hot breath over the inside of my thighs, worshipping every inch of me until I’m trembling with desire. I moan, reveling in the slow, sweet caresses, arching up in pleasure as his mouth finally suckles at my core.

“Saint…” I gasp, as his tongue laps over me, soft and insistent, lavishing my clit until I feel my body start to rise. I grip his shoulder, pulling him up. “You,” I moan, already sliding my hands over him, finding the sculpted curve of his ass, and pulling him into the cradle of my hips. I’m wet, aching, so ready for his cock. “I need all of you.”

“You have me.” Saint settles between my thighs, bracing himself above me with his eyes fixed on mine.

He sinks into me slowly, inch by devastating inch.

Oh my God….

I moan in sheer pleasure, arching up to meet him; take him all the way inside. It feels different this time. Deeper.More intense. Our eyes stay locked on each other, and the intimacy takes my breath away. I can see the fierce passion burning in his eyes, the aching tenderness in every motion as he bears down, sheathing himself to the hilt.

I clench around him, and he growls, low and ragged. “Christ, baby…”

It’s bliss. Saint starts to move, grinding his cock inside me in slow, luxurious strokes, and it’s all I can do to hold on for dear life, sobbing with pleasure in his arms. Fuck, I’ve never felt like this before: So connected. So perfect.

I love you.

It’s only when Saint’s eyes flash in wonder that I realize, I’ve said it out loud.

“I love you too, baby,” he murmurs, dropping kisses on my mouth as his cock drives me wild. “Fuck, Tessa, there’s nobody else…. I’m yours.”

Mine.

I hold him tighter, wrapping myself around him, losing myself in the slick thrust of our bodies and the race of my heartbeat; the pure white-hot pleasure rising up, blotting out the world.

“Saint,” I gasp, shaking, strung out on the edge of the drop.

“I’ve got you, baby,” he vows, plunging into me again, never breaking pace, taking me those final glorious inches to oblivion. “You can let go. Let it all go for me.Come.”

His ragged order shatters through me, and I break apart with a cry. My orgasm sweeps through me as Saint finds his climax; bright like sunlight in my veins, it chases all the shadows and darkness away, flooding my body with a pure, perfect radiance until I’m left gasping in his arms. Golden and glowing.

Cleansed.

I look over at Saint, collapsed on the bed beside me. His eyes are shut, eyelashes thick on his cheeks under damp, tousled hair. He always looks one step away from sin, but right now his smile is so wide, there’s no mistaking his happiness.

God, I love this man.

And just like that, the future seems so simple. “Yes,” I whisper, nestling closer.

“Give me five minutes, darling,” he replies with a smirk.

I laugh. “Yes to moving in with you.”

Saint’s eyes fly open. He turns his head, searching my face. “Are you sure?”

I nod. “I’m sure about us,” I whisper, lacing my fingers through his, and placing our hands together over his heart. “I want to make a future with you. I want to be happy.” I take a deep breath.