Page 52 of Leave Me Broken
“I c-can’t.” My voice shakes when I place my fingers over my clit. I don’t even rub, just feeling some pressure has my nipples tightening and my back arching. “I have to come, Ash.”
“Go-shdammit, Payson.” The car whips as he turns down a road we don’t need to go down. I have no idea where we are or where he is taking us, but I don’t care because when I move my fingers, I lose the will to care about anything but coming.
I’ve masturbated a few times lately and have felt empty each time because I know what it’s like to come with Ash, coming without him is lack luster.
But, coming while he watches me—unable to do anything but look? Mind-blowing.
“I swear to God if you come, Jailbird, I’m going to fucking ruin your pussy.”
His words send a shiver over my body. I don’t stop. I rub my fingers exactly the way I like. Unable to stop it, my eyes drift close and I moan, louder than necessary, but I love him watching me.
I love it so much I get lost in knowing he’s watching me put on a show for him. I’m so close. My pussy is throbbing for something to fill it while the need to come radiates in every single cell of my body.
“Payson,” Ash growls. “Don’t.”
A moment later, when I’m yelling out for him as my orgasm crashes over my body, the back door opens at my feet, and that’s when I notice we stopped.
Ash stands in the now-open door at my feet, his burning eyes jumping from my fingers still moving against my clit and my face. “Bad fucking move, babygirl.” He leans into the car, grabbing me around the waist and tugging me from the warm interior into the cold wet air outside. His big hand wraps around my hair and pins my ass to the wet car with his hips. He tilts my head back so the rain is pounding against my face.
“I told you not to come.” He slams the car door shut.
I whimper. My body still tingling from my climax. The rain is cold and heavy, and heightens my shivering even more. Ash still doesn’t let me go, obviously not caring about the rain soaking and most likely ruining our clothes.
“And you did, didn’t you?”
I say nothing.
He leans in and licks from my cleavage up to my chin. “Tell me you came on your pretty little fingers, Jailbird. Tell me how you disobeyed.”
“You know I did. You know how I sound when I come, Coach.”
“No. Tonight I’m not your coach. I’m your fucking daddy and you’re going to learn what happens when you disobey your daddy.”
My stomach flips with excitement. I bite my bottom lip and enjoy him sucking on my flesh.
Lightning strikes in the far distance and a minute later, thunder booms. Ash pays no attention to the storm raging around us as he marks my skin.
I grip his wet hair but he’s quick to grab my hands with the hand not in my hair. He crosses my wrists and holds them above my head.
Ash pulls back and glares down at me. His hair is soaked and showing just how long it has gotten. His curls make it seem shorter, but it nearly hangs to his nose. Showing enough of his eyes to make him seem dangerous. Excited nerves bloom low in my belly.
Lightning lights his already heated gaze—piercing right though my soul.
“What are you going to do to me?” I whisper, not knowing if he can hear me over the rain pelting his car. It’s louder now that he has moved us to the hood.
A wicked smile grows across his gorgeous face, his white teeth cutting through the darkness that surrounds us. “I was thinking I might fuck you and not allow you to come.” His eyes sharpen. “But your cunt is greedy and I know you would come faster knowing I didn’t want you to.”
He’s right. I’m already gearing up for another orgasm just thinking about it.
“The old Ash might call up an old fling and make you watch me fuck her instead of you.”
I bare my teeth but images of that rush through my head.
Ash wraps his fist around my hair for a second time, tugging on it just outside my pain threshold. “But I’m so pussy-whipped by you I’m not sure I can get hard for another pussy anymore.”
“Better keep it that way,” I warn.
“So, I think it’s only fair you have to watch me come without your help.”