Page 47 of Voyeur

“I know,” she said. “I’m breaking my rule. But you are gorgeous. And watching you tonight, just dip your fingers in like that, with everyone around, while you were watching me – I wanted to suck on those fingers and then kneel in front of you and make you come while they all watched.”

“We should stop talking about this now.”

“But do you want to stop?” Silver asked.

It took a second, but eventually, Honor shook her head.

“Should I keep going, then?”

“No,” Honor replied. “But could you maybe…”

“Just say it. Anything. Well, anything but sex because we’re not having that tonight.”

“Silver!”

Silver laughed and said, “What? I need to show you, Honor.”

“Show me what?”

“That I can keep my promises. And I made one to you that tonight would be about us talking and getting to know each other. I want you to stay over, but just to sleep. It’s late, anyway. I know you have work tomorrow. We can go to bed soon, and I’ll drive you to your car early so that you can get home and change before you’re running late for that meeting. Right now, though, tell me what you wanted me to do.”

“I wanted to know more about that night at prom.”

Silver smiled, then dropped both hands to Honor’s stomach and wrapped her up in her arms.

“What we did?”

“Yes,” Honor whispered.

“Why do you want to know?” Silver asked as she ran a hand under Honor’s shirt, resting it over her belly button.

“Because I… like that; thinking about you with other women.”

“Thinking about?”

“Watching you with them, too.”

“But you also want to be with me like that?”

“Yes,” Honor confirmed.

“How are you doing with all those feelings right now?”

“I’ve never been so turned on in my life. Since Friday night, I don’t think I’ve gone a moment without being wet and wanting you.”

“Fuck, Honor,” Silver let out, and her hand tensed on Honor’s stomach.

“Can you control yourself if we talk about this tonight and you’ve set that rule?”

“Yes, I can,” Silver said definitively. “But, God, it’s going to be hard.”

“Your clit?”

Silver laughed and replied, “Yes, absolutely. In fact, if you want to maybe just move back and forth for a minute right now, I’ll come and get some relief.”

Honor laughed then and turned around to face her. She moved to the other side of the sofa, brought her legs to her chest, and held on to them. She looked so vulnerable there that Silver wanted to bring her back in her arms and hold on to her forever. Well, that was a new feeling that Silver had no idea what to do with at the moment.

“So, we’re allowing sex talk, but no sex for tonight as a rule now,” Silver stated.