Page 35 of Blackout

‘Babe, I’ll go slow, I’ll make you feel good,’ Zach told me. He had rolled the condom on and now he moved closer on his forearms to my hip, first to trace his fingertips over my tattoo, then he kissed along the edge of my dragonfly. His fingers, then his lips danced across the rest of my skin. Zach’s touch felt so good.

He moved up my body, his hands brushing the hair from my face as his lips grazed mine, then his lips moved along my jaw and down my neck. Zach continued his kiss his way down, his lips moving towards one nipple as his fingertips played with the other.

I had never felt anything like this before. A moan escaped from my lips as the wetness pooled outside of me. Zach moved to the other nipple to give it the same attention, and I could feel my arousal start to grow wild. My hips moved upward of their own accord and pressed into Zach’s groin. There was a smile on his face as he realised just how sensitive my body was. I knew he would torture my flesh in just the right way.

Zach continued to kiss his way down my bare flesh, and I almost levitated off the bed when his lips touched my most sensitive area. The purest jolt of electricity ran through me, and Zach placed his hands on my hips to hold me against him. I didn’t want to lay still while Zach pleasured my clit. I writhed under his hold and as his tongue moved up and down the length of my pussy, and my hips bucked against his face.

‘Ahh. Oh my God,’ fell from my lips over and over. I felt so good. Zach made me feel so good as he pleasured me higher and higher into a frenzy. I moaned his name and just when I felt my body start to shake, Zach slipped a finger inside me and my muscles clamped down on it with the strength of my orgasm.

Zach’s face had moved away from my pussy, his lips glistening with my essence. Then he bent down to kiss my clit again as my body shuddered with wave after wave of pleasure, his finger still inside me, moving in and out.

‘Ohhh,’ escaped from my lips. The pleasure was almost unbearable, but there was still a rhythmic pace to the movement of Zach’s finger. I didn’t know it was possible to come again so quickly, but I writhed and shook again all over with my second climax.

Zach started to kiss me, first my clit, and that caused my back to arch. Then he continued his kisses up over my pubic bone to my belly button and all the way up to my breasts. He licked the tips of each of my nipples, then placed quick kisses up my neck to my chin to claim my mouth, where I could taste myself on his lips. Zach’s finger was no longer inside me, and instead I felt the head of his cock brush against all the wetness he had just created.

Zach’s lips were gone from mine and before he could speak, I moved my fingers and covered his mouth, then I whispered the words he wanted to hear. ‘I want you, all of you, inside me. You make me feel so good.’

Zach wasted no time. His length thrust through my wetness and pushed deep inside me. My body arched and I groaned, delighting in the feel of him. My hands moved to Zach’s hips so I could feel each thrust as he started to move inside me.

‘Kiss me,’ I told Zach, and he did as he continued to move in and out of me.

The movement of his mouth over mine made me heady with desire as lips, tongues and teeth came together as one. I felt the bliss take over. There was a pulsing ache in my lower body, and it built with each thrust that Zach made. My hips moved up as Zach’s hips moved down. My lips left Zach’s mouth and my head landed on the pillow as a string of ‘Oh my Gods’ left my mouth. I thought I was about to come, but I didn’t know. I had never felt this sensation before when a man was inside me. The pleasure, the sensation inside, made me shake and my pussy muscles started to pulsate around him.

‘Holy shit!’ I heard, and I knew Zach could feel my sex muscles contract around his.

‘Zach, oh my God,’ I cried out with pleasure as he groaned and exploded inside me.

We both had been milked dry, and I didn’t know about Zach, but I felt delicious. If this was how sex was meant to feel, I wanted it to be this magical every time.

Zach slowly eased himself from my body, then caged me in with his arms and legs.

‘That was …’ Zach’s voice trailed off as he tried to think of the right words to say.

My eyes never left his face, and when his eyes landed on mine, he said, ‘You are so beautiful.’

No one had ever called me beautiful before, and not right after amazing sex. I was sated and happy. I knew in this moment that Zach would be the only man I would want for the rest of my life.

‘Babe, I’ll just take care of this.’ Zach pointed to his condom. ‘Then you and I need to sleep.’

He left the bed after a quick peck on my lips, and I manoeuvred my body under the covers. I snuggled in on my side and was about to close my eyes when the bed sank behind me, and he slid in next to me. He pulled me into him, my back against his chest, and with his arm around me, I took one deep breath and fell asleep.

Seventeen

I woke to feel the heaviness that had held me all night had gone. But his smell dominated the space. I stretched, not unhappy that Zach had let me sleep in. As I looked around, something at the back of my mind thought this room was familiar, like I had woken up here before. I knew I wasn’t crazy. I knew there was a memory somewhere inside my head, I could feel it. I just couldn’t remember, and I didn’t know why. For some reason, the memory didn’t come to me clearly. What I did remember was last night and what had happened. The corners of my mouth turned up as I thought about having had the best sex of my life with Zach Black, and I wanted him to be all mine for the rest of time.

The morning light poured through the gap of Zach’s bedroom window. I pushed back the covers and sat up as I fully took in the room. It wasn’t the same as Zach’s other bedroom, and I could sense that Zach either didn’t stay here often or hadn’t stayed here in a very long time. This room was bare, with minimal furniture. It was a room to sleep in and nothing more. But now our clothes laid in piles on the floor, and the sight of our mess made the space felt lived in.

I moved off the bed, still naked from the night before, and walked around to find that there was one item that hung from the wall in this room. As I moved closer to see what it was, I gasped. I hadn’t seen what hung from Zach’s wall in five years, and as I reached out to run my finger along the edge of what was in front of me, I felt a warmth wrap around me.

‘I was just about to wake you up,’ Zach said, appearing behind me.

‘Zach?’ I questioned. I wanted him to tell me about the object I couldn’t take my eyes off. But he didn’t mention what hung on his wall.

‘I bought breakfast,’ Zach told me instead. ‘Come and eat.’ He stepped back, but I didn’t move. I continued to stare straight ahead at the wall. I had been here before. My necklace hanging on the wall was my proof. How long had it been since I’d been here? Did I lose it that night I blacked out at Jam? Was this where my necklace had been this whole time? In Zach’s apartment?

Zach had found my robe amongst my things and dropped it over my shoulders. He then spun me around, placed his hands on my hips and his lips on mine. His passionate kiss left me breathless.

‘Babe?’ Zach said against my lips as he moved his hands to take mine.