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She became louder and louder, spurring me to go faster. We weren't in a hotel or some other space where we had to exercise some bit of caution, so I wanted to see just how loud she could get. I increased my pace, thrusting harder and rolling my hips into her until she was holding onto me for dear life.
"Fuck," she breathed, her grip digging into my skin as her ass repeatedly slammed against the surface behind her.
I didn't hold back either. Every emotion and pleasure I felt, I let out freely and without reservation. This was what she did to me. Despite our strained relationship, I still felt more comfortable with her than I did with anyone else.
"Lucas," she cried out, and I kissed her deeply and desperately.
The urgency was now immense. Neither of us wanted to take our time anymore, and all caution and courteousness were thrown out of the window.
She came with the most beautiful cry, and I could feel it reverberate through her entire body and against mine.
I loved this position. It was exerting, but my cock drilled her so deeply that I couldn't complain. Her legs were hooked over my arms, and even as she came, I couldn't help but twist my hips, delivering another round of thrusts.
I came instantly, my body no longer able to contain the euphoric connection.
My strength rapidly drained, and I had to fight even harder to keep us both standing as the orgasms rocked us both.
I felt so connected to her that I never wanted to pull out, but eventually, as we slowly began to come to our senses, I knew that I had to, for our safety.
I couldn't feel my legs, for instance, but I knew that her balance depended on me, so I grabbed onto the wall behind her and tried to summon my strength back.
It obliged, so soon enough I was able to lift her and set her back on the floor. She didn't let go of me, unsure of her ability to stand, and not until she had confirmed that her legs were working did I let her go.
Her eyes came open to meet mine then, and she watched me, her gaze slightly unfocused and hazy. She looked wonderful, with strands of her hair glued to the slight sweat across her forehead. I pulled her close to me without thinking and planted a soft kiss on her forehead.
It was way beyond intimate and definitely not part of our agreement, but I couldn't help it. I also couldn't help but want to fall asleep with her in my arms, so I put myself back together and did the same to her, although I didn't bother with handing her her jeans because she most definitely didn't need them.
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CALLIE
Icouldn’t take my eyes off him as he led me away from the kitchen toward the bedroom. I was in my underwear, which in itself was a miracle because I could have sworn that at some point I had lost my senses and had stripped off all my clothes.
My entire body felt like it had been run over by a truck but in the very best of ways, so the moment we arrived in his room, and he directed me to the bed, I didn't wait a single moment. I went in, took off my bra, and curled underneath the covers.
"Shouldn't we take a shower?" I asked as I felt him join me on the bed.
"I'm exhausted," he said, pulling me to him and pressing me against his frame. He was naked, I realized, and so when he hooked his finger into the string of my panties and pulled them down my thighs, I had absolutely no complaint. His cock settled along my ass, and I couldn't help but shift even further against him until we were completely glued together.
He held me tightly, and I had never felt so warm. I had also never felt so comfortable and uncomfortable at the same time. This was not what we had discussed, but there was no way that either of us could blame the other for crossing the line and being too intimate. There was no thought involved. It was just the way we were with each other. Thus, I decided that there was no need to overthink or to be bothered about it.
After all, beyond the confines of this intimate moment, we knew what we were. And even if, for some reason, he didn't, I was very well aware that nothing beyond this could be between us, so I tried to enjoy it as much as I could.
My plan was not to remain here too late. In short, I was hoping that I would wake up early and be able to return home before Anna or my mom realized that I had left.
However, when I woke up the next morning, I found that the sun was already shining brightly into the room. He, on the other hand, was drawing the blinds and trying to hide it from me, but the rays on my face thankfully brought me out of my sleep.
I immediately got up, especially when I saw that he was dressed and seemed on his way to work.
“Do you have a work engagement today?" he asked as I pushed my hair out of my eyes.
"No," I replied groggily, wondering why I felt cold until it registered to me that I was completely naked. Immediately, I grabbed the cover and brought it up to cover my body. His gaze lowered to my attempt at modesty, which made absolutely no sense, and then he returned his gaze to mine. He didn't say a word and just continued staring.
"You can sleep longer if you want to," he said. "I have an early meeting, so I have to head out now."
"No, it's fine," I said and immediately got up. I looked around, searching for my clothes, and eventually found them draped across an armchair in the room. I hurriedly went over and only when my jeans and shirt were on did I feel confident enough to face him.
I knew there was no need to be so self-conscious before him, but it was easier to believe at night than in the light of day.