Page 60 of Endlessly Raphael
Raphael
I’m well aware of the dangerous game I’m playing, but right now my desire to give Haven an amazing experience overrides my better judgment. He deserves joy.
I lead him to the edge of the building, standing behind him as we gaze out at the city below us.
“What do you see, Haven?”
“Lights.”
“No. Look deeper.” I place my hands on his shoulders, massaging gently as I send my emotions to him. Even without looking at him, he should be able to feel them if we’re as connected as I think we are.
He gasps softly. “Rapha…”
“What do you see, my beauty?”
Shaking his head softly, he leans back against me. “It’s like a movie, and we’re the stars.” He gasps louder this time. “Actual stars. How is this happening?”
“Just experience it.” I kiss his neck, inhaling his scent. “Your presence moves me, Haven.”
“Flowers,” he whispers. “It’s raining flower petals.”
“What color are they?”
“They’re…” He pauses, smiling big. “The color of my eyes.”
“Exactly. They smell like you, too. Everything I see is you.”
“Rapha…”
“Close your eyes.”
He nods, doing as I asked. Reaching in front of him, I unbutton his jacket and slide it off his shoulders. Slowly, I remove all his clothes, wrapping him in warmth to protect him from the chilly breeze. He’s shivering, but I sense that it’s excitement causing it, not the temperature or fear. He doesn’t speak at all, truly trusting me.
As I reveal his nude body, my beast pushes forward and a sense of rightness and belonging I’ve never experienced before spreads through me. Yes. Without a doubt, Haven is it. The mate I didn’t believe existed. I have to find a way to tell him.
“You are so beautiful, Haven. Inside and out.”
He inhales deeply and blows it out. “So are you.”
I peel out of my own clothes, tossing them to the ground to join his, my mind swirling with all the things I want to do with him now that I know. I rub my nose up and down the column of his elegant neck before wrapping my arms around his waist.
Haven moans, pressing his ass against my cock. Desire rushes through me like a river heading for a busted dam, and I have to twist my neck back and forth to calm myself before I take him to be my eternal beloved.
He lifts his arms, wrapping them around my neck, and we sway together. “How come I’m not cold?”
“Because I’m here,” I whisper. “You’ll never go without. All your needs and wants will be fulfilled by me.”
“Raph… why? I don’t understand.”
“You do. Search your heart.” I kiss his neck before pushing my way inside his tight body. It’s not real, but the sensations are.
Haven moans, sinking into me as I support his weight. “How…?”
“Shh, my darling. Feel. That’s all you have to do. The more you feel, the better it gets.”
He responds by grinding his supple ass against my erection. My gums throb in response, releasing my fangs. A voice deep inside tempts me to bite him, drain him, keep him.
“My Haven,” I whisper, lifting us off the ground. I’ve nearly shocked myself. I was never able to lift myself up so seamlessly but perhaps my emotion for Haven is the fuel I needed to accomplish it.