Page 13 of His Human to Adore
Deja
Oh,I’msocompletelyfucked in the head. I have to be, right? There is no other explanation for why I’m in a demon’s arms, letting him take me to a secondary location where we’ll be trapped all alone, just the two of us, until the crazy storms that apparently happen here end. What’s even more messed up? I’m not scared at all. I know I should be. Dath is at least two feet taller than me, definitely way stronger, and he seems pissed off to the extreme. I can’t make myself worry or be upset when the warmth in my chest and lower is taking over any and all rational thoughts.
For someone who apparently doesn’t want a mate, Dath sure loves calling me his and telling me I’m only allowed to be with him. Kendra was right about him getting mad about Toron showing me any interest. I wasn’t in his lap for thirty seconds before Dath was growling and hissing and telling me to get out of Toron’s lap. Then, he was touching me and calling me his. Was it way more intense than anyone has ever treated me ever? Most definitely. I don’t hate it, though.
Olivia told me that the aliens all seem to believe in what we’d call soulmates, and as far as the three women who came before me, they all found theirs and believe it just as much as the demons. My soul feels pretty tied to Dath’s, so it’s hard for me to think of reasons I shouldn’t just let myself sink into the deep end of the pool with him. I mean, I’m here, and I can’t leave, so I might as well try to see if I can find happiness with a demon alien man who is insanely possessive of me.
Dath pushes open the door to his workshop just as a roll of thunder sounds in the sky. His jaw tenses, and his eyes snap behind us until he’s looking up at the sky like it’s slighted him. Based on the screams from my first night here, he’s not a big fan of thunderstorms.
“Hey, are you okay?” I ask. It’s the first words we’ve spoken to one another since leaving the others in the great hall.
He turns his attention back to me and slowly closes the door. “I treat you as I have, and you worry about me?” He shakes his head, but the smile on his lips tells me he’s in a good mood under the anger. “You should be worried about yourself. I plan on taking you repeatedly. I need to, and I am sure you feel it as well. We are tied to one another, and I need the feelings to lessen so I can think rationally again.”
“You’re going to fuck me until you’re thinking rationally?” I ask. I knew the plan was sex when I agreed to go with him to his workshop, but I’m surprised he’s just ready to go right now and so blatant about why.
“I would say we are to make love, but with how I am feeling, I am worried that there will not be much tenderness.” He sets me on the ground, stepping toward me, boxing me in until my legs bump up against the edge of a bed. “I need you, Deja. More than anything, I have ever needed. Tell me you feel it too?”
I open my mouth to tell him I do. Maybe not the intense possession that seems to take hold of him, but I definitely feel called to be with him. He moves his body closer to mine until I’ve fallen on the bed. The tunic rides up around the top of my thighs. Dath doesn’t notice how close I am to being exposed, though. He’s too focused on leaning down until his forehead is resting against mine. His horns frame my face before twisting upward in dark peaks.
“Humans touch mouths?” He asks, changing subjects so quickly that I barely register my nod before his black, forked tongue flicks at my lips, asking me to open for him. “Do this to me, Deja. Teach me how this works so I can treat you right before taking you.”
I laugh and let my head fall to the mattress. “If you want to treat me right beforehand, your tongue needs to be a little lower.”
Dath hisses at me, his red eyes closing as his jaw ticks back and forth again. “Little human, it is taking everything in me not to sink my cock inside your sex right this instant. Do not tease me right now. Any other time, I will welcome it, but I am trying to be an honorable male.”
I grab his face between my hands and place a quick kiss against his scaled lips before pushing him away. “Be honorable later.” I smile up at him. Something about being so close to him and pretty much pinned against his mattress has gotten me worked up so much that I’m slick between my legs, and my clit is aching for him to touch me. “I will teach you everything, but I need you right now. I need my mate, Dath.”
“I cannot be your mate,” He says through gritted teeth. His hands move to my waist, and he pushes me further onto the mattress as his words ring in my mind. He can’t be my mate? Then why do we feel this way about each other? His eyes reach mine again, and a look of anguish crosses his face. My heart feels like it was just flayed and left discarded. “Deja, I need to be inside you, but I cannot be your mate.”
I push at his chest. My heart cracking once again, and I’m surprised he can’t hear it with how much pain I’m in now. If he really wants to, he can do whatever he wants to me since he’s so much stronger than me. His eyes squeeze closed, and he lets out a long breath that blows over my face. When his eyes open, he nods his head slightly before rolling over so he’s on his back on the mattress next to me. I try to catch my breath and don’t dare move since he seems to be holding on by a thread.
A clap of thunder shakes the workshop, and then rain starts to hit the outer walls. Dath twitches slightly, his hand instinctively reaching for me before he stops himself and sets his arm back on the mattress between us. The slight gesture helps to mend some cracks in my heart. A second thunderclap quickly follows, and when he twitches again, I move to press my body against his. My need to comfort him and be close to him outweighs the pain of his rejection. He wraps an arm around me and pulls me on top of his body so I’m straddling his groin. I press my lips together and shake my head, but he keeps me in place with a firm grip on my hips.
“You are mine, Deja,” Dath groans as he holds me against his hardened cock. He’s still wearing his pants, which is good because he’d be feeling my wetness against him if he wasn’t. “Only mine. I will keep you safe. I will provide for you. I will be everything you need from me, but I cannot mate you.”
I suck my bottom lip into my mouth to keep myself from moaning when his cock twitches against me. I’m grinding against him slightly even though I’m still grappling with the bomb he dropped on me of not wanting to mate me. Kendra told me Dath said he couldn’t mate a human, but I kind of hoped that was over with now that we’re together. Being so close to him, using him to pleasure myself, it feels so good that I don’t want to stop.
“Tell me it’s enough,” He begs as I keep grinding against him. I’ve grown brazen in it since he’s not forced himself on me. No, he’s just letting me use him to pleasure myself while he just lays there and takes it. “Please, Deja, tell me I can be everything for you. Let me be everything for you.”
I release my lip, and all the moans I’ve been keeping back come tumbling out, which has him grabbing my hips, his claws softly pressing into my ass. Maybe I can agree to this just once. I can use him once to get off if he doesn’t want to mate me. It feels too good to stop. Maybe I can do this without regretting it. Maybe. “Are you going to touch other women?”
“No,” He says as a hiss forces itself between his teeth. “My body is yours. All of me is yours.”
“Say that again.” I lock eyes with him and roll my hips more deliberately. Maybe I can use him more than once. My heart sings at that idea.
He cocks his head to the side like he’s confused, but he’s smart enough and figures it out quickly. “My body is yours. Use me to bring yourself pleasure. Let me worship you with my tongue and my cock and my fingers. Whatever you need from my body, take it. All of me is yours.”
“Fuck,” A shiver runs down my spine, and heat pools in my lower stomach. I need him. I’ll worry about not mating him later. Right now, my body needs his. “Get your cock out. Let me use you now.”
Dath moves his hands from my hips to the drawstrings in his pants. He works them quickly until his pants loosen, and he’s lowering them down his hips. He moves them enough to have his cock spring free, and then I’m swatting them away. “Please, can I touch you?”
“If I say no, what will you do?” I ask as I grab his cock in my hands and admire the size of it.
Dath hisses, his cock twitching like crazy in my hands. “If you wish for me not to touch you, then I will not touch you. I want to be yours, and if you allow this, even though I cannot mate with you, I will do anything you require so long as we live.”
I try to digest his words. I’m pretty worked up, and I want to know what it will feel like to have a scaled dick inside me. It’s much cooler than my skin, and I’m curious how weird that’s going to feel. “Grab my hips. Next time, I’ll take my top off, and you can play with my tits.”
“You are goddess sent,” Dath rushes the words out as his fingers bite back into my skin. “So beautiful. So understanding. A human sent to soothe my soul and my rage.” He worships me with his words so easily that I can almost fool myself into thinking we’re going to mate still. It’s like he actually thinks the things he’s saying even though I’ve only touched him and allowed him to touch me. He lavishes me in praise and still says he doesn’t want to mate me. It’s a confusing combination, to say the least. “I will not last long, little human. You are the only woman I have had, and I know I will be in you for only a short time before I release.”