Page 48 of Admittedly For Me
“That type of love doesn’t sound real.” There’s a sadness in her voice.
“Why not?”
“It’s something I’ve never witnessed or known.” She shrugs. “I barely saw my parents even hug each other, let alone me.” The sun tucks itself behind the trees and the air almost instantly grows cold.
“My parents’ kind of love was real. To me, anyway.” I lean down, kissing her cheek. “It’s the kind of relationship I’m going to strive for.”
“Then I hope one day you find it.” She’s monotone as her teeth subconsciously toy with her bottom lip. Emery stares ahead, and I can tell her thoughts are racing along with her heart. She wants to feel, but truly doesn’t know how. And God, do I want to show her.
Reaching over, my thumb tugs on Emery’s chin, pulling her lip from her teeth. She sucks air in as I turn her face toward me. Her eyes scream for me to kiss her, but she’s tense in my arms. I may never recover if she leaves, but I need to remember this moment. Her ravenous eyes stare at my lips before leaning in and capturing mine. Her hand holds my jaw, keeping my head in place as she begins to deepen the kiss. It’s tender and languid until she moans into my mouth, slipping her tongue inside. Silenced adrenaline rings through my ears. My hands cup her breasts and give them a squeeze asmy cock digs into her back. She pushes against it, and my hips grind against her.
“Take me back to your cabin.” She swallows thickly with eyes fully of certainty. I lean in for one more kiss before helping her climb back down.
I drive home, thankful there is no traffic to hold us up. My cock wills at me to pull the truck over and have her ride me. But this truck isn’t the place for me to get her naked and calling out my name. My mind has too much planned for tonight.
The heat blasts on high as wepullinto the dirt driveway. Emery glances my way as my mind devours her. The moonlight sparkles in her eyes, as I stare, wonder-struck. I cut the engine and jump out to open her door, but Emery hops out before I reach her side. Her heels sink into the grass, nearly tripping her up. But I’m right there, hands gripping under her thighs and lifting her into my arms. She rests her hands on my shoulders with a wicked grin. My dick aches as she presses herself into it and my fingers dig into her ass.
“Easy, Daisy Girl.” I carry her through the front door. Closing it behind her, I set her down and press my body against hers. Backing her against the door, my hand lingers on the frame, restraining myself from touching her just yet. “You think you’re getting my cock inside you right away?”
“If I’m not here for you to use, then I’ll say thanks for the hospital event and see myself out.” Her grin is challenging, but the sweet curve of her mouth leads me to the vulnerability in her eyes being brought back to the earlier event.
“Emery.” My hand rests on the back of her head as she begins to turn away. My thumb pushes on her neck, tilting her head up to look at me. She’s now in her thoughts about everything. With a tight roll of her lips, her arm lifts to hold the nape of my neck. Her eyes swing to my bedroom before coming back to me.
“Make me forget.” Her hand travels down my body, pushing us toward the room.
It’s barely twenty feet away, but I unzip her dress and untie the halter on the way. The gown falls to the floor, and Emery steps backward and out of the fabric. We reach my room as she pushes me away to display her lace panties and bare chest. I’ve never prayed for more self-control than I am right now. She waits a moment, growing uncomfortable as I take in her tiny shoulders, her beautiful full breasts, and the curves of her hips. She’s breathtaking, and right now, all mine. I want to capture this moment and remember it forever.
“Scared? You still haven’t kissed me…” Her eyes drop to my dick as her tongue swipes across her lips. She takes a step toward me with a devilish grin. “Usually, within this time frame, the guy is already inside me,” she rambles her sass, as if trying to make me jealous.
“Sucks for you if there’s no foreplay.” My comeback takes her by surprise as she tries to find words.
“I’m always ready for a dick. I think you’re the inexperienced one.”
“Watch it.” I drop my tone in warning, because as gentle as I planned to be with her, the sassy remarks are awakening the no mercy side of my greedy cock.
“Hey, this is the second time I’m naked before you, and yet you still have your pants on.” Her arms cross under her breasts, perking them up more. The pebbled nipples ask to be pinched between my teeth.
“Emery––” If she wants to be taken out of her head, I know exactly how to do it.
“Should I fluff the pillows while you decide if you’ll fuck me or not?” I undo my pants, holding her gaze, demanding her eye contact with just my presence.
I crowd her space, gathering her hair in my hand, and wrapping my hand around it. “Emery how abou––”
“Should I get you a glass of water?” She’s showing no fear, and waiting for me to snap. I remain unphased and pin her in place with my eyes. “You need me to show you how this starts?” Her voice slightly wavers with the last sentences. I’m enjoying how I’ve confused her by keeping my cool. But another side of me kicks in that I didn’t expect to use with her. She’s about to get what she asked for.
“Maybe you’re all talk.” My fist tilts her head down. I free my cock from my briefs, but it does nothing to ease the throbbing ache. Pumping my cock in my hand, I watch her eyes light up, tracking every stroke. “You’re stalling like you ain’t gonna look pretty with my dick down your throat.” Her lips part on a small gasp as lust fills her blues.
“Yet you still haven’t made me.” Her head cocks to the side as my grip tightens in her hair. I pull her with me while I sit on the edge of the bed. Tugging on her hair, I bring her down to her knees.
“Shut that fucking mouth of yours and take my cock.” Her pupils dilate, and the warmth of her mouth welcomes me. My jaw hangs loose as I slide to the back of her throat. Emery’s head moves in a steady rhythm as I start to thrust in deeper. She gags, as one hand lifts to wrap around my cock and the other slides between her legs. I’m in awe of the sight before me.
“Hands behind your back.” Now that she’s on her knees for me, I will time to freeze. Obliging, her hands move behind and her lips kiss the tip of my cock. Her sultry eyes peering up at me through her lashes.
“Only if you grip my hair harder,” her voice rasps. My pulse races, knowing she’s handing me another level of trust.
“You’re not the one in charge here.” I trace my cock around her lips as my other hand keeps its grip on her hair. “I’m going to fuck your sassy mouth the way I want to.” Her mouth opens, tongue pushing out to allow me access again. “That’s it. You’re gonna take all of me.” I continue to thrust until I hear another gag, and she glances up at me with watery eyes. “The way you take my cock is such a beautiful sound. Be a good girl for me.”
Emery swirls her tongue around the tip and lightly blows. It twitches, needing her mouth again. “I didn’t tell you to stop.” I bring her head back onto my cock. Looking down into her eyes, there’s a glint from how much she’s enjoying my control. “Such a good fucking girl.” I set the pace so she isn’t taking me deep, and this doesn’t end any second. “Just like that,” I say through clenched teeth. “Fuck, Emery. Nice and slow.” As I feel the tension rising in my body, I’m overwhelmed that all these emotions I’m feeling won’t be enough to last me a lifetime. My hips move with her, but I can’t help myself and quicken my pace. As she sucks me harder, I take my hand off my cock to thrust deeper. “You gonna let me spill down your throat?” Fuck, I’ve dreamed of this for so long, but I do give her this option.