Page 42 of F*ck You in My Head

I didn't even dare think about what Blake was going to do to Kaia. His expression spoke volumes. He obviously preferred to see her in the submissive role rather than the controlling one. And with Audrey's face buried between Kaia's thighs, she had clearly taken the dominant position.

Whose idea was it? Kaia's, who had no idea that Audrey was streaming? Or was it Audrey's idea, because in comparison to her website this was a safe place where she could express her preferences without fear of being hated again?

Of course, I hadn't missed the timer in the background or the fact that it reset at regular intervals. At first I thought it had something to do with the orgasms, until I realized that the transmission of the private show could be extended with money. That's why all the curious people gathered in the narrow corridor leading to the rooms.

Kaia and Audrey weren't doing anyone a favor, no. They made sure that they got paid for the high quality content. Which was not only smart, but also somehow enviable.

"How long do you think we should wait to bust up this little private party?"

Blake gave me a look with his eyes narrowed. "If it were up to me, I would have interrupted them the second the first picture flickered across the TV."

"You can't see their faces," I replied. This wasn't about Kaia having fun. It was about all kinds of people being able to see her. Something I could understand up to a point... but only up to the point where I simply reminded myself that no one but me would get to enjoy taking Audrey to bed at the end of the night.

Maybe it was pragmatic, maybe it was just self-protection, not allowing myself to make more demands than this, but in the end it calmed my nervous system enough that I didn't anxiously watch her indulge in her exhibitionism.

Still, I downed the last sip from my glass in no time at all and then stood up, my hands hidden in my pockets so no one could see the fists I had clenched there. Self-control. So important.

"So you've had enough of the gawkers?" asked Blake, looking around the room. There was hardly a pair of eyes that weren't glued to the screen, watching the mystery woman being fucked by a machine while a second woman sat on her face, clearly enjoying being tongue-fucked.

I took a breath before raising my shoulders. "I think it's good that Audrey is doing this. It will give her the security and support she needs. But I agree that she doesn't need that stupid machine."

Blake smiled as if that played into his hands. "Then I'm sure you won't mind if Audrey gives her place to Kaia."

I raised an eyebrow in question.

"On all fours, so I can give her mouth something else to do. Maybe I'll have her say a number beforehand– without mentioning if that determines the whip I use, the setting, or how often she comes. Or maybe it's about how many lashes she has to endure before I let her out of the device... would be boring if she knew that in advance."

Obviously Kaia and Blake were much further along in their relationship, but that wasn't to my detriment. "Mind if I let Audrey watch? I want her to know what it could be like if she gives up control."

"As long as she remains under your charge..." Blake raised his shoulders.

At the same time, we pushed our way through the gathered crowd to the door, where a scantily clad woman stood collecting money before repeatedly tapping something on her phone.

She seemed to be expecting us, because when she recognized us, she stepped aside. "I thought you'd be here sooner."

"Because we're alphas who don't let our wives have any fun?" replied Blake dryly, pushing open the door. He ripped the cord out of the wall socket, causing an indignant scream outside.

I entered as well, letting the door fall into the lock behind me and leaning against it after locking it.

"Good evening, ladies," Blake began, his arms crossed. Although he had cut the power to the cameras, he had not cut the power to the machine. This meant Audrey was still being fucked agonizingly slowly while Kaia sat on her face, about to reach her next climax. "I think it's pretty adorable that you guys are able to have fun on your own. But I don't think you have to."

Blake stepped closer and held out his hand. "Kaia, the remote."

At his command, Kaia dropped the small device into his hand. Immediately, he pressed a button that sped up the machine. "Audrey, if you reach your orgasm before Kaia does, Lei will get you out of your predicament."

Then he tossed me the remote control. I let it disappear into my pants pocket, circled the structure, and stepped up to the headboard to crouch right next to Audrey.

Three people in this room wanted Audrey to win this little contest, so I was going to make sure....

"Do you remember that Halloween a few years ago?"

Her eyes slid in my direction. A little glazed, as if she was only half there.

Would she even be able to follow me? Maybe she just needed more information. So I continued.

"On Halloween night, you were the victim of some idiot's harassment, and you told him I was your boyfriend. At some point you went downstairs to play with some people. I went to check. Everything was dark... until suddenly the door opened, you came toward me and practically stumbled into my arms. I wanted to say something, but it was too late."

Audrey's eyes widened, but I didn't let that stop me.