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My fingers rapidly type out another two messages.

Skysthelimit: Kidding!

Skysthelimit: But seriously, I hope it’s a good one.

I wait a few seconds for a response, when I remember the app shows if a person is online or not. I swear I’m not bummed at all when I see his status shows that he’s offline.

But on the bright side, the clock tells me I only have about an hour left to go, and then I’m getting the fuck out of here. Just when I’m about to click into Instagram, my phone vibrates with a new notification.

It’s Landon.

Warmth fills my gut, the disappointment fading like a distant memory. What did Belinda put in these cookies?

Strong stuff, whatever it is.

LandonTheBull: Hey, sorry you’re having a shitty day.

Skysthelimit: Hey, you. What are you up to?

LandonTheBull: Just lounging around. I had dinner with mom earlier, so now I’m taking it easy. Work has been busy lately, and tomorrow will be more of the same.

Skysthelimit: Ahh! Relatable. It’s been a rough night tonight. And I’m antsy as hell.

LandonTheBull: Anything you want to talk about?

Skysthelimit: It’s just hard when patients aren’t aware of what’s going on or where they are and they’re fighting you, y’know? I just want to help, but this one patient is fighting us every step of the way.

LandonTheBull: I can’t relate professionally to what you’re feeling, but I’ve watched a family member go through a similar situation. Hopefully, it gets a little easier for your patient. I know it’s hard.

Skysthelimit: Thanks, boo.

Skysthelimit: …

LandonTheBull: …

Skysthelimit: Not to be insensitive considering our subject matter, but…

Skysthelimit: ??

LandonTheBull: LOL. Just say it, Sky.

Skysthelimit: This is a serious conversation. I’m trying not to make a dick joke. Don’t encourage me.

LandonTheBull: ?? do it already. It’ll make you feel better.

He gets me.

It’s so satisfying. My cheeks are hurting from the smile on my face.

Skysthelimit: Ok, ok, but only since you insisted.

Skysthelimit: ??

Skysthelimit: I like it hard ????

Ahh, instant relief. That was so difficult to contain.

LandonTheBull: ?? there it is