Page 82 of A Foster Fling
He pulls out slowly with a groan and pushes it back in deeper than the last time. I already feel like he’s going to rip me in two, but I can’t find it in myself to push him away. Instead, my arms wind around him tighter, praying he’ll protect me until it’s all said and done. I internally laugh at myself.Protect me?He’s the beast that put me in this position, isn’t he? Why anyone likes this is beyond me. It doesn’t feel the way it did when his mouth was on me, not at all.
“You’re so fucking tight, Mel.”
Continuing to shut my eyes tightly, I tell myself it will be over soon. First times always go fast, right? Isn’t that what some of the girls say?
But what if it’s not his first time?
I’m pissed and sad at the thought. I haven’t been with anyone, not like this. I’m almost…relieved it’s Jaiden taking my virginity, but am I taking his? I feel a little betrayed. Who the hell has he been fucking with? Every time I ask him for a name, he ignores me. Why? I’m beginning to seethe with a new emotion. I don’t know what it is, but it makes me feel ugly.
Turning my head to the side, I just let Jaiden continue to thrust inside of me, not wanting to be in the moment anymore. Not when he’s probably been fucking half the school for all I know. Jaiden and his secrets. I wouldn’t be surprised ifthiswas one of them.
“No, you don’t.”
He forces my face back to center and pushes his tongue inside of my mouth, dominating me with his kiss. I’m still trying to understand this ugly feeling and tightness in my chest. My eyes are misting and I’m glad for the darkness at the moment because he won’t be able to see me cry — over something so stupid.
A slap on my breast and a pinch of my nipples has me screaming into his mouth, and he just chuckles. “There you are.”
His hands pull off my scarf, his fingers softly threading through my hair before he grips it and jerks my head back. I can feel the wetness of his tongue as he trails it down my neck to my collar bone. When he’s rough like this, my pussy weeps, and I mentally chastise myself for liking it so damn much.
“You feel so good.”
“Stop. We need to stop,” I try half-heartedly.
“I’ll pull out. Just let me—”
He gives me one hard thrust and our hips collide into each other.Holy shit. Was he not in all the way before? Did I think I felt full then? It’s nothing compared to this. Jaiden doesn’t pull out but begins to grind against me, trying to get deeper, and his hair is stimulating my clit in a whole new way.
He groans and it undoes me. The sound is something I haven’t heard before coming from him. It’s raw andso real.
What possesses me to cradle his face against the crook of my neck, I’ll never know. But it feels right. Another grind and Jaiden begin to thrust into me in earnest, chasing his own high. The friction between us goes from awkward, strangely uncomfortable to scorching hot and heady. I feel so wet with every slap of the hip, and it makes me wind my legs around him tighter.
“Jaiden. It feels so good.”
“I know.”
“You’re an asshole.”
“You like it like that.”
And I think I do, because his stupid words make me grind against him every time he thrusts into me. My pussy is fluttering, and it feels so damn good. I don’t know what’s happening, but I can’t seem to stop chasing the feeling.
“Stop. Melanie.”
“Jaiden,” I pant.
“Shit.”
I cry out in outrage when he shoves my legs off him and pulls out, warm wetness splattering against my pussy lips. When he rubs the head of his cock against my clit, my eyes almost want to roll back with how good it feels. I can feel him coming all over me and the thought pushes me over the edge, making me cry out in pleasure, my body shuddering with how hard it hit me.
“Mel…”
His mouth covers my naked breast as he continues to rub the head of his cock against my pussy lips, painting me with his cum. It’s so deliciously dirty, so wrong. The guilt hits me, and I shove him off.
He lands on the floor with athudand laughs. It pisses me the fuck off that he can just do something like that and act like it was nothing.
Getting off the bed, I start walking in the dark until something grabs my ankle and lands me on my face. Kicking and punching, my heels hit something hard, and I wince. Jaiden jumps on top, straddling me, and pins my arms above my head.
“Get the fuck off me, Jaiden!”