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Cam: That’s a year from now, you sure you want to do that? If you say yes, I’ll hold you to it.

Me: Absolutely.

Cam: Then I’m all yours.

“Cam says you should be riding your bikes, not letting them collect dust,” I say, standing next to my dad in the custom motor shop. We’re picking up the newest one he’s adding to his collection to take home. It was a Christmas gift from my mother.

“Tell Cam I like my dust collection just fine.”

“Beautiful bikes should be ridden, not hidden away.”

“Did Cam tell you that too?”

I grin. “Maybe . . .”

“Lovely.”

Me: Congrats on your game against Jacksonville!

Cam: Thanks. Wish you were here to celebrate with me.

Me: How would we celebrate?

Cam: I can think of a few ways...

Me:Only one week left, can’t wait to see you.

Cam: No shit, I’m putting a moratorium on any future three-week vacations I’m not a part of. It’s too long.

Cam: Three good things?

Me: 1. I went for a walk today, solo. It was relaxing and I got a lot of thinking done.

Me: 2. I am signed up to volunteer with Safehouse when I return. I’m looking forward to doing something useful with myself.

Cam: I'm so proud of you.

Me: 3. Only 4 days until I go home.

Me: You?

Cam: 1. Only 4 days until I see you.

Cam: 2. Made two goals against Colorado.

Cam: 3. Only 4 days until I see you.

Me: That doesn’t count . . .

Cam: Yeah it does.

Me: ETA 10:10pm

Cam: I’ll be waiting.

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The last few weeks without her have been hell. I check the incoming flights and watch as the arrival board showing NCE to MSP flips from