Page 57 of Double Dare
“I babysat him for two months, kept him from dying,” Kade adds. “Fucking dick.”
“Hold the fuck up!” Four shouts. “Genevieve Alderidge, are you smoking?”
Gen giggles, pointing right at me to rat me out. Four leans down to kiss her cheek, snatching that smoke from her fingers and taking a drag. He hands it back to her, but she shakes her head and tells him to keep it.
“We’re corrupting you, Genevieve.” Four grins at her.
Kade laughs. “I like you corrupted, Genny. So hot.” He grabs the smokes and a lighter. “Docks?” he asks me.
I give Gen a smirk for her help and advice, and leave her with Four. Following Kade down to the docks, neither of us talks on the way there, building up to something. I don’t know what, but something.
“I’m not going with you tomorrow to get Lake at the airport. You guys should have your time together, and then I’ll come over when you’re ready.”
I don’t know if I wanted him to offer that or if I’m pissed at him for thinking I deserve time with her first. A few weeks ago, I would have felt entitled to the time with her first, but now, things are different. We’re all supposed to be equals or some shit, and neither one of us knows how to just let that happen.
I switch gears. “How fucked up is your mind?”
He looks at me like that’s a dumb question. True. It’s Kade.
“Would you fuck her if she was full of my cum?” I ask, needing to know where our boundaries are or if we even have any.
“It’s just cum. Yeah. Would you?”
“Yeah.” Might as well not waste time being put off by it. “Would you—”
“Yes. Whatever the fuck you’re going to ask me, yes. As long as I don’t have to purposely touch you, the answer will always be yes. I have no shame, no dignity, and no lines I won’t cross. It’s you I’m trying to slow down for. I don’t have things that gross me out, so what…what things put you off?”
I thought there’d be so many things. Honestly, I thought it’d gross me out to know his cum was inside her, but fuck, I already kissed her with his cum on her lips. I don’t know when I got this messed up, but I’m not too worked up about it. “We’re fucked, you know that? Brothers don’t do this shit.”
Kade shrugs, smoking. Not worried.
“And now my head is all wrapped around fucking her at the same time, and I know that’ll come with weird positions and awkward touching, but…fuck, I don’t care. I don’t know why I don’t care, but I don’t.”
“Fuck, ever since she mentioned double penetration that one night, my mind will not shut up about it.” Kade looks out at the water. “And not just fucking her at the same time, but…”
“Passing her around. Cock to cock,” I say, knowing how he thinks and thinking it, too.
“Yeah. Real kinky shit. And now there’s three of us to worry about. Like, I’m down with anything, but I’m still learning what you’re down with and what she’s down with.”
I already know that when it comes to us and Laken, there won’t be many lines. “Well, I can block you out and keep you there at the same time, so I’m not too worried,” I laugh. “And it’s Laken. She’s a kinky thing, and she’ll be up for whatever. Hell, she’ll probably be the one conducting this fuck train.”
Kade smirks, lost in that thought.
“Alright, I’m going to pick her up tomorrow and fuck her until I can’t fuck her anymore,” I make a decision, probably led by my dick. “And then…fuck, I want you to spend time with her. Alone. You should get that chance.”
“Alone?” Kade turns to me, almost panicking.
“Yeah. I got to be alone with her for the first time. You should, too. After that, we can have our fun.” I kick the dock. “I never really asked you how you feel about all this shit? Like, you’ve been worried about my feelings, but I’ve never asked you yours.”
“Because she’s your girlfriend. I’m the intruder here.”
“She’s our girlfriend.”
“No,” he denies. “Not yet. She’s still yours.”
“You don’t want her that way? You just want to fuck her?” My fists squeeze and my chest puffs out with anger.
“I want her in all the fucking ways, Jed! I just know where I stand. I’m the one on the outside!”