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I shake my head at him. “You’re stupid as fuck. Do you not see how shit is changing? I mean, we’ll talk to her about it when she gets back and make sure it’s something we’re on the same page about, but you realize it’s all equal, right? Are you cool with…sharing her with me forever?”
Kade looks at his feet. “Yes. I…yeah. It doesn’t feel like sharing. Just how it is. But…”
“But?”
“But I don’t think that’s what she wants, is it? You’re sure this isn’t just some fantasy to her?” He looks at me quickly before looking down again. “She loves you, Jed. She’s in love with you. She isn’t in love with me.”
That punches me in the heart. Really? He doesn’t feel her love? Or he won’t let himself feel it because it’ll hurt too badly if it isn’t there? “You really don’t think she’s in love with you?”
“Not like she’s in love with you.”
She is, but we’re on different timelines. I’ve had time with Laken, to earn her love, and receive it back. Kade is just starting out. “Give her time, man. She does love you, but it’s a progression to get to those confessions. I know you’ve loved her for a long time, but she’s never been allowed to feel that before. We’ll get there. It’s going there. Stop thinking you’re an intruder because…fuck, she loves us both and we both love her. We’re just going to have to get used to that, yeah? Accept it.”
“But she’s…”
“Nah, get over it. I have. We share a fucking girlfriend. No more of this ‘she’s yours’ shit. She’s ours, and we both know we’re hers. I’m done having this conversation every three days.”
Kade sighs. “We’re going to fight and fuck it up.”
“I know,” I agree.
“Then promise me at the end of the day, we’re still brothers and Laken never gets hurt.” He holds out his right hand. “Promise me.”
I grip his hand to make the deal. “We’re always brothers and Laken doesn’t get hurt because of our bullshit.” I nod.
“Fuck,” he sighs.
“Fuck,” I agree.
Chapter 23
What a homecoming. Gosh.
I feel nothing but pleasure and exhilaration as Jed’s fingers bruise my hips and he slams into me from behind. He’s trying to break some record, rolling me into my fifth orgasm. His name rips from my lips in an exhausted, savage moan, hurting my throat and making my voice raspier than usual.
He doesn’t stop. Flipping me over, he changes his rhythm and chases his own orgasm, eye-fucking my whole body and watching his cock drive into me relentlessly. My legs are shaking and I’m barely breathing full breaths, but Jed is fucking me hard and fast, aftershocks of pleasure still jolting through my body.
“One more?” he growls the question at me.
“This one isn’t even over,” I rasp.
“So sexy, Laken,” he pants. When he comes, he groans my name, swearing at me like it’s all my fault he’s covered in sweat and trembling at the knees.
I laugh through my delirium, loving that this athletic fighter can’t go five rounds with me without collapsing. When he falls forward, he bites my shoulder in an attempt to shut me up. “What’s the matter, Jed? Little out of shape?”
“Shut it, woman. I’m all fucked out.” But he’s not because his body is still moving, his cock still lazily fucking me as he calms down. “Give me twenty and an energy drink, and I’ll be good to go. Shit, never leave again.”
I wrap my arms and legs around him, our chests beating and breathing together. “I barely even noticed you weren’t around,” I joke.
He pinches my side, making me jump. He slides over to my side, his arm draped across my stomach, cum leaking out of me all over the bedsheets, both of us too tired to care. “I don’t think I’ve jerked off that much since high school. You better have noticed.”
I did. Not just because of the sex, though. I missed him. I missed them both, and my dad knew it. We had a long talk about it, but not in any detail. I just told him things were changing with Kade a bit, but we were still figuring it out. He told me I was crazy, then he called me superwoman and some sort of Dare charmer, and then we moved on to other things. Snowboarding. We hit the slopes every morning together, and it was bliss being back in Canada, boarding with my dad as the sun came up.
When my hand skates down his stomach to find his cock semi hard, he laughs. “You are insatiable. I need Kade here to keep you satisfied.”
My nerves shoot through the roof. I’ve never had sex with Kade, but I want to. I’m equal parts nervous and excited about it, but I’m done feeling guilty about it.
“I missed you,” I tell him, snuggling up to his side.