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“You can always say no.” Nick cups the back of my head and lifts my head so I’m looking at him. “First and foremost, I know you are giving up control to me, but you hold all the power. You say no or stop, and it stops. No hesitation.”
At the word power, my eyes drop back to his lips, and my tongue drags across my bottom lip. Fuck, I want to kiss him again.
“Keep looking at me like that, and I’ll make sure you leave this room with a hard-on.” There’s an edge in his voice I’ve not heard before. I pull my gaze to his and see the lust burning in the dark depths of warm brown eyes. Unease and excitement war within me. A part of me likes it. Likes that I’m turning him on, but that preteen kid that still lives in my head fears being found out.
I’ve seen too much shit in the last ten years of playing hockey. I’ve seen my teammates be attacked, and my classmates be bullied. Not that I really had time to figure out what I liked while I was still at home. Instead of risking distraction and Mom’s wrath, I didn’t date. At all. More than anything, I’m not sure where I fit and I hate how awkward everything feels.
Heat warms my neck and my ears the longer he looks at me. Being the sole focus of his attention is uncomfortable, but I don’t want him to look away either.
Nick puts a hand on the door next to my head and leans in like he’s going to kiss me, but stops just a breath away, letting me close the distance. Our breathing mixes in the frozen moment as he waits for me to decide. I search his eyes for just a second before I press my lips to his.
He groans and leans his body against mine, pinning me to the door. I love feeling his weight on me, taking what he needs from me. I want him to use me.
Reaching for my pants, I quickly unbuckle them and then reach for his. He grunts into the kiss when I wrap my hand around him and pull his thick cock out, along with my own.
I break the kiss and look down to line us up, tip to tip, and use our foreskins to create a sheath.
“Oh fuck,” Nick groans. “I’ve never done docking before.”
I wrap my hand around us and jerk us off together. A breath catches in Nick’s throat, and I lean my head forward to suck on his neck. I want to leave marks, but I don’t know if anyone saw us come in here, and I don’t want him to have to lie if someone asks about them. So I’m careful not to suck too hard. I nip at his skin but don’t sink my teeth into him.
Nick grabs my hair in a tight fist and brings my lips back to his. He pants into my mouth as I pick up speed, our hips working in tandem to get to the precipice of ultimate, mind-numbing pleasure. I want it. I need it.
“You gonna fill us up with cum?” he growls against my skin, setting off shivers.
“Yes,” I whine in that little voice he seems to bring out in me.
“Good boy, do it. I want your cum all over my dick so I can use it as lube.”
Tingles break out over my skin, deep in my pelvis and in my spine.
“Oh fuck, please,” I whimper, needing something but not sure what. I’m so fucking close that I’m afraid it’s going to be stolen from me if I don’t figure it out quickly.
“Give it to me,” Nick demands through gritted teeth, and that’s it. I fill our foreskins with cum, my knees buckling and my mouth ravished by the only man to get this response from me.
He chuckles and catches some of the drips leaking from us in his hand.
“You look so sexy when you come, baby.” Nick nips my jaw, and my hand falls from us, limp and weak from the orgasm strong enough to short-circuit my brain. He gets a good amount of cum in his palm and turns me to face the door.
“Feet apart, ass out, come on.”
I bend at the hip and stick my ass out, but Nick taps the inside of my ankle with his foot to get me to open wider.
Warm, slick fluid is spread around my hole, and a finger is inserted. I bite my lip to hold in my moan. God, I love the feeling of having someone inside me. To be used for someone else’s pleasure is everything. The few times I got close to coming with a hookup was when I was bottoming and being used as a cum dumpster. Last night was not the first time I had sex with more than one man on the same night. When I got to college, I went a little crazy on the hookup scene. I’m definitely not a virgin but I also didn’t make a habit of hooking up with the same guy more than once.
Hockey keeps me busy half the year, not leaving much time for hookups. In the off-season, though…
Nick works me open with ease since it hasn’t been very long, and he knows what he’s doing. Soon, the slick head of his dick is pressing against my hole, and he slaps my ass hard enough for it to sting and burn.
“You like being used, Joey? Filled with cum and sloppy?”
“Yes,” I hiss as he thrusts in.
“Good.” He leans over me to brush his lips against my ear while he speaks. “I’m going to fuck you like I hate you. Make this hole gape for me.”
My spent dick twitches and goosebumps break out along my skin. Nick chuckles at the shudder.
“Such a dirty boy, getting turned on by being used.” He bites my shoulder and starts moving. Every thrust is harder, faster, deeper than the last until he’s pounding into me like his life depends on it. I love it. I don’t ever want him to stop.