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I smile wide before I seal those words with a kiss, crashing my lips to hers. I lifted her off her feet and carried her to my car.

I didn’t want to wait another second until I was inside her. I placed her feet on the ground so I could open the back door of my truck, throwing her inside. She giggles as I shut the door behind me. I started to unbuckle my pants. Now that she was in front of me, I wanted her so damn bad I couldn’t get my clothes off fast enough, she reached for the hem of her shirt, but I stopped her.

“Let me, please,” I say. She nodded. It was almost torturous as I took my time, but it had been so long that I wanted to let the image of her body sink into my brain.

“You know,” she says as I brushed back her thick, curly hair behind her ears. “I’ve never even come close to having sex in high school, especially in a parking lot.”

“Oh, sweetheart, let me show you how fun it can be to be a bad girl.” I leaned down as I slowly pushed inside her. I looked into her eyes for the longest time before I started thrusting. As much as I wanted to fuck the shit out of her right now, I wanted to make love to her more. Our gazes never wavered as I filled her up to the fullest. My arms began to shake as I leaned down to retake her mouth. It felt like I was in high school since, for the first time, I was having sex with a girl I was in love with.

“You feel so damn good, Abigail,” I whispered. The windows were steamy by now, and a light layer of sweat glistened our bodies.

“Fuck” I say. “I’m not going to last long.”

She stared at me with those longing eyes, never taking them off me.

“Me either. I’m so close, don’t stop Colt, please.”

I swirled my hips as she wrapped her legs around me, moaning in my ear, and I nearly came undone from the beautiful sound she kept repeating in my ear.

“Colt, I’m going to,” and before she can finish, I feel her pussy clench around my dick, and that’s when I come undone. I never knew it was possible to come at the same time as a girl does. But I was so in love I cared that she came first. Other girls I never really did, but from this day forward, Abigail comes first in all things.

56

Abigail

“Life and love go on, let the music play.” — Johnny Cash

Hours later, Colt went to pick up takeout. We spent the entire afternoon in bed and were exhausted and hungry. Bodie won’t be back until tomorrow, so we wanted to take advantage of the alone time we’d have, which meant lots and lots of orgasms and sex. I was so blissfully happy that I felt like a dark cloud was about to rain on us any minute.

I knew Colt would have to return to the team soon, but we don’t know when we will have another chance to be alone like this. We were milking it. I was getting dressed as Colt walked into his bedroom. Even though no one was here, I felt weird walking downstairs naked to get some water. I loved his house, not going to lie. It was a dream, and walking around naked in it would make it feel that much more like I belonged, but I also knew he had a nanny who came in and out all the time.

“What are you doing?” he says, placing the bag of food down on his nightstand.

“What does it look like,” I said as I pulled my lace panties up underneath the towel.

“I took a quick shower while you were gone. With all the sex we’ve been having. I’m not trying to catch a UTI. I heard they hurt like hell.” I wrapped the towel around my body.

“No pain, no gain. You’re naked until Bodie gets back,” he says, and with a flick of his wrist, my towel drops to the floor.

He stared at my body like he would rather eat me than the food. And for once, I could say I was starving and didn’t even care what I ate or the calories I consumed. Not with the way Colt Killian is looking at me. And if he looks at me like that for the rest of my life, I’ll never go hungry again.

“God, your body, Abigail. It’s my drug. My toxic wish to keep forever.” I smile, but it quickly fades, and he notices since he wraps his arms around me. “But what’s inside makes me want you that much more.” He rubs his erection against my stomach, towering above me.

He gets down on one knee and starts to kiss my belly, tracing it down to my thighs.

“You want me to be naked?” I say as I stand there with my bare breasts with nothing else on but my panties.

“Abso-fucking-lutely” He moves my panties to the side and sucks on my swollen clit. I moan in pleasure. I swear, the more we have sex, the easier it is for me to cum. I never knew that was even possible, but all this friction and stimulation made it so easy for me to get there. I felt like a true Scorpio, empowered with my pussy.

He pulls away and strips out of his clothes. “No clothes for either of us until tomorrow.” My mouth salivates at the site. He was so damn sexy, and I couldn’t believe this specimen of a man wanted me over any other woman on this planet. I was deliriously happy and would have agreed to anything he wanted, so I shrugged and smiled.

“Okay.”

We sat on the bed without a shred of clothing and ate fried chicken, one of his favorites, with mashed potatoes and coleslaw. This was a stretch for me. Eating fried food alone would have had me thinking about running to the toilet or working out an extra hour, but eating it naked made me feela normalcy around eating. I’ve put so much emphasis on food my whole life that I was exhausted but in a different way—tired of trying to be perfect. I trusted Colt loved me, and that meant everything to me. At first, I was hesitant to eat only the coleslaw and nothing else. But he told me I looked more like an athlete than him, and a few pounds wouldn’t hurt me. It only reassured me how much he meant the words he said.

When we were done, I fell back, holding my stomach.

“Oh my God, that was so good.” I rub my belly, and he puts a palm on it, holding it there.