Page 3 of For the Cameras
Adam never showed anything above the top of his mouth in any of his videos, clearly choosing to stay anonymous online. But I’d have recognized that mouth anywhere. It was a strange feeling to look into a pair of eyes for the first time, knowing you’ve seen a guy’s most private moments hundreds of times on a computer screen.
And, of course, also knowing that the guy looking back at you doesn’t have a clue in hell who you are.
The real-life Adam was standing at the counter in the morning sunlight, spritzing it off with cleaning spray. As if he was just a regular dude like the rest of us, instead of the hottest guy I’d ever stumbled across on the OnlyShots website.
He grabbed a paper towel and ripped it off, wiping at his counter while I was silently fanboying in my head.
“Do you think it’s big enough?” Adam asked, his eyes flashing up to mine and suddenly making my whole body freeze in place. “For the cameras, I mean. I’m Adam, by the way.”
God, that voice.
I swallowed.
Yes. Yes, it’s big enough. It’s thick, and long, and I’ve imagined it inside me more nights than I could count—
His eyes were even better than I could have imagined. I’d wondered idly a few times what they might look like.
Light green fuckingjewels, apparently.
“Chase Blau,” I told him, holding out my hand. “You can remember because my hair has the blue streak in it, and my last name means ‘blue’ in German, and… yeah. I really like the color blue. And to answer your question, it’sdefinitelybig enough.”
I was already talking his ear off and I’d just met him.
He shook my hand. “Adam Richardsen,” he said.
“I know who you are.”
Do not tell him you jerk off to him. Do not tell him you jerk off to him.
“Oh, right,” he said, shifting. “I’m sure the construction guys gave you the run-down beforehand.”
I’d focused on that heart-shaped freckle more times than I would have liked to admit. Watching Adam’s mouth as he licked his lips in his videos. Sometimes he bit his lower lip, right as he was about to come, and God was it hot and holyfuckit was not the sort of thing I should have been focusing on right now after I’d showed up at his house for a professional work assignment.
“The kitchen’s plenty big, yes,” Carla said, waltzing through the kitchen beside me and saving my ass from saying anything stupid. Carla was a production assistant on set, and she kept everything working like a well-oiled machine for the TV show. “We can work with this angle. We get a clear shot of the kitchen and a bit of the light passing through from the living room. You have the perfect house for a renovation show, Adam, I’ll tell you that much.”
He smiled sheepishly, putting a hand behind his neck. “Thank you so much. Was hoping you guys wouldn’t be disappointed with the house once you got here.”
He shifted on his feet, picking up the bottle of cleaning spray before putting it back down again, clearly not knowing what to do with himself. I watched him glance around, then put one of his hands behind his neck again, and all at once I realized that the version of Adam standing across from me right now wasn’t some slick, cocky adult content creator. He was… awkward. Bashful. Shy, even.
Adam fucking Dix was standing there actingshy?
Apparently, if Adam Dix was like the Superman of solo adult videos, Adam Richardsen was like Clark Kent.
This was the same person who had uploaded a video last week where he shot white all over his own chest, glistening with sweat, and promised to his viewers in a low growl that there was “so much more where that load came from.”
Not that I had especially enjoyedthatvideo, or anything.
Not that I’d watched it over and over again in bed that night as I gripped myself harder than hell and then came so hard I almost slid off the edge of my mattress.
No. Nothing like that at all.
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“Do you mind if we move some of these bottles?” Carla said, her eyes scanning my kitchen counters for clutter. “Even for the before-and-after shots, we’ll want to avoid filming any… brand names.”
My eyes flashed over toward the section of the kitchen counter that Carla was looking at.