Page 31 of The Step Don't
“You wouldn’t?”
I shake my head.
“So we’re…good?” Ash asks, a quiet vulnerability to his voice that he only shows me.
I stand and pull him into a hug. “We’re always good.”
“We’re also naked andcovered in cum.”
Shit. Yeah. He’s right. I guess I shouldn’t naked-hug my cummy stepbrother. “Clean up and go out to dinner?” I suggest, wanting to find a way to get back to normal—for Ash and for me. My thoughts have been doing some weird things today, and I want to show him everything is okay.
Ash grins. “Your treat.”
“Or you could use some of that jerk-off money.”
I pull my pants on, even though I’m still a mess.
“Fine. My treat,” he replies playfully.
It’s not until I get into the shower that I realize I’m still smiling.
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Ash
“We’ll have thetwelve-inch, half pepperoni and half meat lover’s. And the big guy here’ll have chicken wings.” I turn to Colin and wink, and as the waitress heads off, I tell him, “As always, if any of your sausage touches my half, I’m gonna be pissed.”
“You didn’t seem that squeamish about my sausage earlier. Besides, you’re gonna need some extra meat to replenish your protein after that load you dropped.”
How can I not laugh? We’re sitting at our favorite pizza place, making jokes about what we just did.
Sometimes after I jerk off, I want to take a nap, but this time, I’ve got adrenaline surging through me like when I’d get all worked up about Math League competitions. It was wild, and strange, but mostly hot as fuck.
Despite being playful, Colin’s been quieter than his usual self since we did that, but it’s not like the other day when he was surprised about my secret. It’s that look he gets after he’s won a big game. Or after a particularly hotnight with a girl.
Just seeing that satisfied expression has me thinking about how he looked when he was playing with himself. How he wanted to get off, looking to me like he wanted my fucking permission. I love feeling in control with what I do on Manzturbate, but with Colin looking at me with those eager eyes, I felt like I had him wrapped around my finger. I was in charge of his pleasure, and I could shut it down or let him play.
But, Colin, I would never fucking shut you down.
Then seeing him stroking his thick cock, how it pulsed as he came in two distinct streams, his eyes rolling back as he gritted his teeth… It reminded me of that first time we jerked off together. I don’t remember being turned on as much as shocked by how he shot his load, since we don’t come the same at all—at least, we didn’t then or during the live stream. But now, thinking about it has my dick shifting again in my pants.
After the waitress brings us our drinks, I ask him, “So what did you think?”
Colin smirks. “I didn’t feel like I left much to the imagination.”
“You obviously had fun, unless you’re that good at faking a good time. But I meant the live stream part.”
Colin’s shoulders tense up—a similar reaction as when the comments were rolling in on the feed. “Some of those guys are fucking demanding,” he says, and hisbody language—tight fists, tense jaw, hunched shoulders—reminds me of when I’d tell him about the bullies I was dealing with at school. “I got a little worked up when I read a few, felt like I was memorizing the names in case I needed to track them down.”
Though he says it half-seriously, there’s something behind it; Colin’s protective like that. And I like that he is.
“Yeah… I guess there’s no point being coy about it after that, but that’s what I like about it.”
“Really?”
I widen my eyes as I nod, a grin expanding across my face. Strange to think I was keeping it from him before, and now that he knows about it, I want to share it all. “I like that’s how bad they want it, you know? Like it’s driving them wild.”
“You were definitely doing that.”