Page 31 of The Guru: Shadow
“Oh, haven’t you learned?” came out of her mouth in a rush of boldness caused by the high she just had and the memory of Chris. “Threatening with breaking me does not work.”She glanced at him with a smug grin. “And in case it isstill not clear enough, let me rephrase it, please, do fuck my mouth again.”
With it, she turned around and left him standing there, quite flabbergasted.
What the hell was he thinking? She was not a toy, not his, not anyone’s.
I might need to rephrase my statement from earlier. What I hate most in the world are three things: injustice, lies, and men who think they own the world. The fuck I’ll do what he orders me to.
The lightof the rising sun dipped her curtain-less apartment into a yellow-orange as she woke up with a groan of diffuse internal pain while deep realization nagged at her insides. Her throat, still sore and burning from what happened last night, and if it hadn’t, she would’ve believed it to be a dream.
Only it wasn’t. The memory of it made her heart pinch in embarrassment while her core exploded in arousal as images of Deis, the man without a last name, fucking her mouth replayed in front of her inner eye.
The way he looked. The way he spoke.
It was perfection, and yet, so dirty, so filthy, she had to hide her face in her pillow.
He made a video of it.
Fuck.
What the hell did I do?
Her phone vibrated and ripped her out of her daily morning routine of self-loathing.
Julie
Em, r u alright? Where did you go?
Got a bad migraine, sorry, had to leave ??
So happy for you though! ??
It was the best she could do. Lie and swallow it down, although she detested lying, it was the only way for her to survive in this world.
Julie
Thks!
Hope u feel better soon ????
She knows it’s a lie.
But she didn’t care. So she threw her phone far away onto the other side of the empty queen-sized bed.
Her phone vibrated again, and she rolled her eyes, as she had hoped Julie would let it rest, but she obviously didn’t. Reaching for the phone, she stared at the notification and almost dropped it. An electrified wave rushed through her body.
Unknown
Thought you might like to see how good you look taking my cock. D.
There it was: the video of her, how he fucked her mouth, – well, almost destroyed her throat. There were numerous things on the list of everything she should feel, and yet there was only one thing: arousal. Heated, core prickling, cheek blushing arousal, that almost made her drool.
Gods, what is wrong with me? I should feel humiliation, revulsion, I should even hate him for what he did!
But all she could feel was that everlasting prickling in her core he left her with.
Deis.
His name almost sounds like the Latin‘Deus’, meaning God.Only he wasn’t an almighty do-gooder in heaven that no one truly knew existed, but a dangerous man, violent for sure, probably with a god complex, she suspected as much after their encounter. Well, to be honest, she knew it from the very beginning. It was all written in his eyes – in the way he moved, acted, spoke, asked. And a man who had the ability to pull off what he did last night, surely had more secrets lurking in the shadows than in the light.