Page 167 of Naughty November
“Well, is there something you’ve been wanting to try? I’m only interested if it’s an activity you truly want to explore.”
I nodded. “Actually, yeah. I’ve thought about it for a long time, but it’s a trust thing with me. I considered asking one of the Dommes I really liked but couldn’t bring myself to go through with it. With you, I feel safe.”
“I see. Well, I’d love to participate if what you choose is something I can give you.”
This time, it felt as if my cheeks had caught fire. “You mentioned it once. Sounding. I’ve been thinking about it a lot.”
Gene licked his lips, and I could swear I saw a flush on his cheeks in the low light. “That’s a big step.”
“I trust you, Sir. I wouldn’t want to do something like that with anyone else.”
He let out a slight growl. “Good. Let’s keep it that way.”
“Then you’ll do it?”
“Yes, boy.” His eyes darkened as he locked gazes with me. “It happens to be one of my specialties. What would be the second thing?”
My second choice had more to do with me being a big chicken than being turned on. “Sensory deprivation was on the list, but I specifically want to be blindfolded.”
Gene’s eyebrows shot up. “Oh? You never did that with any of the Dommes?”
A part of me was hurt that he didn’t remember every last detail ofour initial discussion about what I had and hadn’t done before we played. However, the rational part of me knew I was being an idiot. That conversation hadn’t happened in almost a year.
“No. It’s not something I ever asked for.”
“I see. What is it about both of those activities that made you choose them out of everything on the list?”
I folded my hands, squirming on the cushion. I loved how he called me out and insisted everything be brought into the light. A couple of the Dommes I’d seen hadn’t pressed me when I avoided revealing my innermost desires, needs, or fears. They let me get away with too much.
“A demonstration at the club I went to before Sensation.” My cheeks heated. “I went out of curiosity and assumed it would be like a trainwreck. Nothing I wanted anywhere near me but wouldn’t be able to look away. Icouldn’tlook away, but it wasn’t from horror. I’ve never seen a man come so long and hard.” I snorted. “Didn’t know it was possible.”
Gene grinned. “That’s why I enjoy doing it so much to my subs.”
I frowned. The pictures in my head of him giving such extreme pleasure to other subs made me ragey. I had no right to feel that way, but it didn’t prevent me from being assaulted by those emotions.
Gene leaned forward, brushing the back of his hand along my jaw. “Don’t worry, sweetheart. I haven’t been with another sub since you.”
That was the other thing. Hesawme all the time, knew when something wasn’t right with me.
“I haven’t been with anyone at all.”
I hadn’t planned on confessing my single status, but I needed him to know. His features softened.
“The second thing?”
I blinked several times. “Oh! Right. I want to be blindfolded while you do it.” I pinched the bridge of my nose. “The sounding, I mean.”
“Hmm. I see.” His brow wrinkled as he narrowed his eyes. “Is that so you can experience the sensation of the rod inside you even more intensely?”
My jaw went slack.Oops.“Uh…”
“The truth, Alec.”
My shoulders dropped. I might’ve fucked up.
“I don’t want to watch it go inside my dick. I didn’t think about the part where everything happening to me would feel more extreme.”
Gene nodded. “Thank you for telling me that.” He rose, bringing me with him by taking both of my hands. “We should leave. I want you to go home and get some rest, and I’ll do the same. Since tomorrow is Sunday, we’ll have all day.” He tilted his head. “Or am I making an incorrect assumption?”