Page 87 of His Little Devil
Short of asking Myah to marry me for appearances only, I think I'm stuck.
My days have been bleak to say the least, and I haven’t had any premonitions. What’s the point of having this great power if I’m blocked for some reason.
The only good thing that’s in my future is that I’m about to graduate. It’s bittersweet because my guys should be by my side, but it is what it is. There’s a party after the small ceremony, and I might actually go.
I need to get the fuck out of this place. If Myah and Mylie hadn’t moved in, I’d already be gone. I’m drowning here in the memories. I need a fresh fucking start.
Giggling sounds out in the living room, and for one moment I let myself think of the dreams I've been having, wishing they were real, but I know that Silver isn't coming back, and we sure as hell aren't having kids together.
It's just Mylie playing. Jade and Clara have been teaching her some basic spells and she's enrolled in the elementary school here on campus.
Things are continuing on day by day, but I know she's worried about Donovan. So am I.
Closing my eyes, I try and search for him again, but all I'm seeing are fucking blurry shadows. I don't know why my damn powers are blocked.
Kicking my blankets off, I roll over and grab my phone. Rosina has texted me six times since I went to bed.
Maybe I should just say fuck it. Marry her and become the person my family wants me to be.
Rolling off the side of the bed, I walk out of my room and down the hall to the bathroom.
Silver’s robe still hangs on the hook, and I know I should remove all of her things, burn them or something, but I can't.
Stripping off my sweatpants, I step into the shower and turn the water on. It's ice cold, but I don't care. Closing my eyes, I try not to remember when Silver surprised me here, in this very room.
She was always so open to us being together but I pushed her away. I know it was the right move, but it still doesn't make my dick want her any less.
The water warms and it beats over my tense shoulders. I have classes all day today then we have a coven meeting later.
It's my last one as an Academy student.
Opening my eyes, I grab some body wash and begin cleaning myself. I avoid my erection.
Silver betrayed me. She's a royal bitch now, and I will not continue to masterbate to thoughts of her.
Maybe I need to just get laid. I usually don't participate in the orgies during our coven meeting but maybe it's time.
Rinsing off, I use my air magic to dry myself, then wrap a towel around my waist and go back to my room.
“What the fuck are you doing in here?” I snap the moment I see Rosina sprawled out on my bed.
She gives me a smile, licking her lips. “Get out, Rosi,” I growl, leaving her and moving toward my closet to change.
“Jaxsy, don't be mean. You weren't replying to my messages and your mom called me. She had some big news to share.”
Rolling my eyes, I close my closet door and quickly dress. “I have classes in an hour. Right now isn't the time,” I shout.
The door swings open and I growl. Rosi is still on the bed, but she leans closer, getting a look at me dressed in only basketball shorts.
“I don't know why you keep pushing me away, Jaxson Arrow. You loved me once. I'm sure if you just tried we could get there again,” she whines and I wince.
Yeah, I'm over this. Closing my eyes, I open a portal to Hell, hoping Luke allows me entrance, then step through the silicone.
A wind blows all around me and soon I'm blasted in the face with heat. Sighing, I open my eyes and walk up the cement steps to the castle's front door.
I wasn't expecting to find Kane there with Silver on his back, laughing. My heart aches, but I don't show it.
“Arrow, this is a surprise,” Silver says as Kane puts her on her feet. She gives me a smile, but it doesn't reach her eyes.