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My eyes opened. It was the softness of my name. The pain hidden below the surface of his call. Almost as if it were agonizing for him to say.

Fingers eased over my swollen folds, hesitantly, barely brushing my skin. He kept his touch light, not speaking. Not turning away from me as he teased and added more pressure. Sebastian was so close, moving between my entrance and my clit. Back and forth, he circled, taking his time as the need built.

I could feel my body shaking. My legs trembled on their own. So many different expressions kept crossing his face as he began looking between me and where he touched. When he eased a finger inside of me, I didn’t miss him biting into his bottom lip.

Slowly, he inched forward, stretching me wide with a second finger almost just as fast. I didn’t stand a chance. My body refused to let me. Spasms from the orgasm shook my legs, and screams echoed in the secrecy of my mind. My Master didn’t have to hear them to know what he’d done.

Green eyes widened. He was on me so fast, sucking against my neck and kissing my unresponsive lips. I was moaning inside. Clawing into his back in my thoughts as I tried to rush him to go faster. I wanted him in me. Fucking me. Using me exactly the way he wanted. The way I wasusedto dealing with pain, fear, or anger.

I couldn’t do anything but lay there as he inched into my pussy. As much as I couldn’t stand it, there was something sick and delicious about what we were doing. It didn’t have to make sense to me. It was wrong, therefore, right. Or at least appealing.

“You like this. You want this.”

A deep moan left Sebastian as he plunged forward, breaking deeply through uncharted territory. My mind said I should gasp,even though I couldn’t. Going through the motions was easy, but I could feel my mind split as it did. One reality of being lifeless. The other, a fantasy I was living in my head. One I could control and pretend to be participating in.

“God, you feel so good. You’re going to listen from now on. You’re going to obey the rules.”

He tilted my head so I could look up at him. My eyes closed causing him to slam his cock into me.

“Youwillfollow the rules. Look at me so I know you’re agreeing.”

I stayed in this new powerful darkness, basking in the friction of his increasing thrusts.

“Maggie.” He growled as I didn’t obey. “Margaret, look at me and say you’re going to stay in this apartment.”

The thrusts. The depths he pushed into. Having him fuck me so angrily was heaven when it should have been hell. I could feel myself building again, already, and I wanted to come on his cock once more. I wanted to come a million times so that he’d see I was different than them. Different than the other slaves before me.

Would it help me live? Probably not. At least I was choosing to enjoy the time I had left. Me…choosing.

“Dammit.” Rumbling had Sebastian pulling me more into him. “You’re going to stay here. Inside. You’re?—”

At the new round of spasms that shook me, he made an even louder sound, crushing me into him as he buried himself impossibly deeper.

“Fucking shit. Fuck. Fuck.” He growled, going back to suck against my neck. Before I could process the movement, my Master was spinning me on top of him, pulling down my weight as he stirred brand new sensations.

I knew he was pulling behind my knees, fixing my legs to better accommodate his thrusts, but I was already there in mymind. I was riding him, rotating and grinding myself down. Slow. Deep. Erotic. All those sounds that were leaving him were because of me. From what I was doing. They were happening there, inside of me. In the darkness I’d given myself to.

“Enough games.” Pain tore at my scalp as he pulled me back by my hair. “Open your fucking eyes.”

I opened them.

“You’re—”

I closed them and cried out in my mind as he shook my head like a rag doll.

“Maggie.”

Nothing.

“Mags.”

I still didn’t open them.

“Margaret, so help me God.”

I looked at him. Where’d he’d stopped thrusting, he withdrew, easing back in as I kept his stare.

“I can’t stay here and fucking babysit you. If you can’t stay inside, I’ll leave you like this permanently.I’ll leave you like them.”