Page 70 of Dirty Secrets
It was on the tip of my tongue to lie, but Logan had other ideas.
“Yeah, I am.”
Zavier groaned, scrubbing a hand over his face. “Why didn’t you tell me, dude? Now I look like an asshole. I didn’t give a fuck about upsetting her boyfriend when I didn’t know him, but?—”
“Raven knows the rules don’t apply to you or Reid.”
“Why not?”
“Because I love you assholes,” Logan scoffed, Zavier’s voice dropping as he replied.
“Does Reid know?”
“No. We’d like to keep it that way. We didn’t want to tell anyone yet so we could just figure things out in peace before starting a war under this roof. I don’t just want casual with her, man. I want to be with her. Feel free to kiss her like that again though, I was close to coming,” he joked, air whooshing from his lungs as I elbowed him hard.
“Keep your voice down,” I warned, knowing Reid could walk in at any second if he wasn’t already asleep.
“What? You and Lopez would be hot in the bedroom. He’s a people pleaser, so you’d come a million times,” he wheezed, making Zavier frown.
“You really want that?”
“You haven’t seen her come, dude. It’s fucking hot. If you’re getting her off, I get to sit back and watch,” he said as he waggled his eyebrows.
“Would you stop talking?” I hissed with embarrassment, hating how my body heated at the mental image, and I was a little thankful when Zavier sided with me.
“Tone it down, man. She’s new to all of this stuff and you’ll freak her out.” He turned to me, softening his voice. “I’m a little relieved your secret boyfriend is Logan. I know he’ll look after you properly.”
My entire body relaxed with relief at that, knowing there wasn‘t a fight brewing. “Really?”
“Yeah. If you ever do want to add another set of hands to the bedroom activities, let me know,” he winked, turning to check the food in the oven, and Logan smirked at me.
“I have zero problem with that idea. I think you should let Zavier make you come with his mouth while I watch.”
“I don’t like one person’s eyes on me when I’m naked, let alone two,” I grumbled, flicking my gaze to Zavier to watch him serve our dinner.
Logan seeing me so exposed was hard, but Zavier? The first guy I’d ever had a crush on?
“You’re gorgeous, Rae. Trust me, Zav would bust a nut the second you got naked for him,” Logan chuckled. “Build up to it. See what feels good. He’d work at your pace too, so don’t feel like he expects more than what you’re willing to give.”
“It’s not fair that I expect you to only be with me, but I get to touch other people. That’s not how a relationship works,” I argued, letting him steer me towards the counter for my food.
“I wouldn’t let just anyone touch you. Seeing Zav and Reid with you is one hundred percent something I can get on board with as long as you’re mine too. I don’t want anyone else, so don’t worry about that.”
I sat, peering at Logan as he sat beside me. “You really want that?”
“Only if it’s what you want too,” he said firmly, accepting a plate of food from Zavier and sliding it in front of me before grabbing his own. “You can trust Zav. He’ll let you explore things, and I kind of like the idea of having his help to keep you quiet when I’m blowing your mind.”
I rolled my eyes, taking the fork Zavier offered. “We can’t mess around like that with Reid at home without getting busted.”
“Says who? I got you off perfectly fine while you talked to Zavier through the bedroom door this morning.”
My face burned hot, and I shoveled food into my mouth to try and hide my embarrassment, Zavier’s low chuckle washing over me as he dropped into a seat beside mine.
“You were coming while I talked to you? That’s basically a threesome, if you ask me.”
“Shut up.”
Logan and Zavier snickered, finally changing the subject, and I was grateful for it when a few moments later, Reid walked in for a glass of water.