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I have to be very careful now. Chad can’t see this.

Oh, you’ll never guess what happened to me today at the bakery. I bent forward and my left boob got stuck in a… in a mixer! It pulled at my boob and nipple and now I’m all bruised. It hurts like hell!

If I play that card Chad may want to see and touch and kiss and try to be cute.

That will only piss me off.

Why kiss me to heal me when I want you to leave the marks?

I shut my eyes and take a deep, shuddering breath.

There is nothing wrong with me. Everyone is allowed their own fantasies. That’s the joy of life. That’s the joy of pleasure. Of sex. Finding someone you can trust.

I’ll never hurt you, darling.

Finding someone who can take you all the way out of your own limits…

It’s just… pain…

I catch myself sighing.

My pussy begins to glisten once more.

My right fingers are tempted to touch, but I know that’s no longer an option.

I will never touch myself again, at least not without Corbin’s permission or command.

My pussy is now his.

My body is now his.

He owns me. He controls me.

I am his.

“Hey, stranger,”the perky voice says as I carefully inspect an order of chocolate cupcakes.

I look up and shake my head to make sure my eyes aren’t messing with me.

“Mary Beth?” I ask.

Without another word, I quickly strip myself of my apron and rush from around the counter.

Mary Beth and I meet with a hug right there in the middle of the bakery.

“What in the world are you doing here?” I ask her.

She grabs my arms and studies me. “You look like shit right now, Kate.”

“Always one with such honest words,” I say with a smile.

“Long night or something?”

My mind flashes images of Corbin. Grabbing me. Smacking my ass. Teasing my ass. Fucking me hard. Fucking me senseless. The sound of the thunder. My breath fogging up the car windows.

“Something like that,” I manage to say.

“We haven’t talked in forever, have we?”