Page 97 of Bedlam
Me: Everything good? Haven’t heard from you.
Waiting for a reply, I pull into the compound gates and see Ryder sitting on the picnic table with his head in his hands.Fuck.Putting the car in park, I hop out and go over to him.
“Ry, you good, baby?” I ask as he lifts his head up. Tears stream down his face and my heart drops.
“Na, Spade. Nothing is good,” he says, grabbing me and pulling me between his legs. I lay my arms on his shoulders as he wraps his around my waist. Running my fingers through his hair, we stay like this for a minute.
“I’m so sorry, baby. This life just loves to take everyone from us.” I whisper as he sobs into my stomach.
“Everything is on my shoulders and I don’t want it,” he says, wiping his face.
“I know the feeling. We will take it one day at a time. Let me help you.” I say, and he shakes his head.
“That’s the thing. I don’t want this life. It was never a plan for me. I thought I would leave and open my own business out of this state. I want nothing to do with the club and now here I am, having to take everything over,” he says and I nod.
“You were really going to leave, just dip out on everyone? Is that what you still want to do?” I ask, my heart in my fucking throat. I don’t want to lose him. We just got to a good place, and I thought–. He suddenly stands, cupping my face with both hands.
“If I dip out, it will never be on you. Never on you or my sister. I just don’t want the club life.” He confesses as he stares into my eyes.
“I won’t keep you here if you’re not happy. I just–” he interrupts again.
“I want you, Reid. I want to be with you forever. Until we’re old and gray,” he admits and my eyes light up.
“Really?” I ask and he nods.
“Yes, baby. More than anything. I want a life with you and anything else we decide is a bonus. As long as we’re together, and you’re by my side, that’s all I need,” he says and I pull him closer to me, pressing my lips against his. He opens his mouth, giving me access to roll my tongue against his, moaning into the kiss. He pulls away, gripping my hips.
“I love you, Reid. I’m not going anywhere, but I don’t want to be in the position I am in. So I need Jade to help me figure this shit out.” He says as I place a soft kiss on his lips.
“I love you too, Ry. We will figure it out. Let's go home. Figure this shit out tomorrow, together.” I say, but he pulls me closer, kissing my lips again.
“Happy Birthday, Ace,” he says, causing me to smile.
“Thanks. Maybe you can give me my present when we get home.” I say with a wink. He smiles but his eyes light up with mischief as he takes my hand, leading me back to my car.
“You wanna ride with me?” I ask, and he nods.
“I’ll grab my bike tomorrow.” He states, rounding the car and getting in.
Opening the car door, I slide in as he plays with the stereo. Pulling out of the compound, I get us back on the main road and head home. I check my phone and don’t see anything from Jay and I grit my teeth as Ryder’s hand slides up my thigh. Glancing over at him, I raise a brow.
“Don’t start something you can’t finish.” I warn, and he smirks.
“Just roll with it and shut the fuck up,” he orders as we pull up to a red light. His hands work fast unbuttoning my jeans and pulling the zipper down, freeing my hard cock from my boxers.
“Damn, he’s already leaking for me,” he groans, leaning over and licking the tip.
I moan as his soft mouth wraps around my cock, slowly dragging himself up and down my length.
“You expect me not to crash while your mouth is on my dick?” I question but he just takes me down deeper as the light turns green. Thank god the house isn’t too far and there aren’t many turns.
“Mmm, fuck Ry,” I groan, thrusting up into his warm mouth. Swallowing around me, my thighs tremble as he bobs up and down, swirling his tongue, licking the tip before taking me deeper into his throat, gagging a few times. He pulls off me with a pop, only to wrap his mouth just over the tip, sucking so fucking slowly that my toes curl.
“Jesus fucking Christ. You feel so fucking amazing. Fuck,” I growl, wanting to slam down his throat so fucking bad. I feel that familiar tingle race up my spine. My moans echo through the car and he lifts his head, jerking my cock while flattening his tongue against my tip.
“Don’t stop. Fuck, Biker Bitch. I’m going to cum.” I growl as my balls lift and I nut against his tongue, making a complete mess of his mouth.
“Fuckkkkkkkkkkkk.” I groan as I spill every last drop on his waiting tongue. I’m so caught up in this moment that I don’t even notice that we are pulling through the gates of the house, nor the black SUV that’s parked in the driveway. Thinking nothing of it, I put the car in park, lift Ryder's face, and suck my cum off his lips.