Page 76 of Falling With You
“No wonder you have a king-sized bed.”
“Well, I can barely fit by myself with these four cats. And now with you and this little kitten? I’m going to need a California king I think.”
I shook my head. “I have a king at home too, though I don’t know why.”
“Well, if I ever bring my clowder over, you’ll know why.”
I shuddered. “Maybe I’ll just sleep here for the time being.” She smiled at me, and I realized what I’d said. As if this would be a very future thing and would always happen. I couldn’t help but like that. A lot. I looked at her then, noticing the way her hair fell over her breasts and how she laughed at the fact that Diego was now trying to knead Danger’s back. She was amazing. A light. A goddess. And while I may have had a crush on her when we were younger, it was nothing compared to what I felt for her now. And it was weird because we had done our best to stay away from each other, to forget that we had been a part of each other for so long. This had just happened. And, yes, when I looked at her, I still saw the bruises even though they weren’t there anymore. I still saw what had finally pulled us together, an attack that never should’ve happened. But I saw the strength beneath that, too. I saw the woman that I cared about. The woman that cared about me. She made me happy. And that meant I just had to keep doing the right thing and not mess things up because, as was evidenced by what had happened the day before, I was really good at messing things up.
“Wait, did you really take a photo of me while I was naked?” I asked, looking up at her.
She blushed. “Yes, but the blanket’s covering you. There is some naked chest, but damn, Aiden, you have a very beautiful naked chest.” She winked, and I rolled my eyes then reached out and cupped her breast, flicking her nipple between my thumb and my forefinger.
“You have a very lovely chest, as well.” And then I froze and looked down at the five cats who I swore were looking at me. “Um. Maybe we can kick them out?”
She looked over and winced. “Yeah, I’ve never actually had sex in this bed before other than with myself, and even then, the cats aren’t allowed. So, yeah, maybe we can go take a shower and see what we can do there.”
I was still reeling over the fact that she had never had sex in this bed other than with herself. I swallowed hard. “So, you masturbate a lot in here then?”
She blushed, all the way down to her very flushed nipples. “Well, does every day count as a lot?”
I choked on my own spit and sat up quickly, looking down at the now-tense area of my crotch. “Well, I mean I do it every day too, so I hope it’s not a lot or we probably have a problem.” I swallowed hard. “Though I haven’t actually done it in a while because, well, I’ve been with you, and you know I’m not as young as I used to be.”
She laughed at that and reached over to kiss me gently. Then Diego moved between us, and we both scattered back, laughing.
“I haven’t actually made myself come often without you around recently either. But I guess that can change if you want. But the cats need to be away first.” She winked and then rolled herself off the bed, dancing naked towards the bathroom. I looked at the cats, who all looked at me with suspicious gazes, and shrugged. “Well, I’m going to go follow your mother, and we’re not going to talk about what’s going on. Okay?” I asked. I realized I was talking to cats but, apparently, I was a cat guy now. It’s just what happened. So, I rolled off the bed and also walked naked towards the bathroom, closing the door behind me. I laughed along with Sienna as we looked down at the little cat paws pushing their way under the bottom of the door, followed by little meows. “You really have no time alone, do you?” I asked, pressing my body against her and kissing her hard. My dick slid between us, pushing against her belly, and her breasts felt perfect against my chest, her nipples hard little points that I could actually feel.
“You’re pretty damn amazing,” I whispered, kissing her again.
“Well, you’re pretty amazing, too. And, no, I never have time alone. They’re always like that. Apparently, it’s the same with kids.” I looked at her then, imagining her round with my child, and then imagining us raising him or her. I swallowed hard, trying not to think too far into the future. But then I just couldn’t help it, she was right there.
“I never really wanted kids before. I don’t really know if I want them now.” She looked at me then, confusion on her face, but not hurt. I held my breath, trying not to say too much or think too hard.
“I wasn’t asking to have your baby,” she said casually. I shook my head, “Well, I didn’t think you were, but I’m just saying I didn’t really think about it before because I didn’t want to think about it. With my mom and how the foster system was, it just wasn’t something on my mind. And then it had to be on my mind when Allison and I got pregnant, so I just want you to know that I don’t know what that part of my future is for me. I had to think about it once, and then I forced myself to never think about it again.”
She cupped my face then and kissed me softly on the chin.
“It’s okay, Aiden. We’re pretty new at this. We’re allowed to take our time. And we don’t have to actually talk about children or what we want in our futures yet.”
“But I don’t want to lead you down the wrong path where you want kids and then suddenly I don’t know if I do or not.”
“Aiden, we’ve only been on a few dates.”
“That doesn’t matter. We’re not just some normal couple. We’re Aiden and Sienna.”
“I know. And that’s why I’m actually having this conversation with you naked in my bathroom while my cats try to get in. Let’s just take it one step at a time. We’ll figure out what we want. Because I don’t know if I want kids either. I have a lot of cats as it is. But we can make that decision later. First, we have to make sure that we’re exactly what we want. And that’s going to take time. Right?” I watched her eyes search my face and then nodded.
“Time.” I cleared my throat. And then kissed her again.
“Speaking of time, I know you have to get to work soon, so I better be quick.” And then I went to my knees and made sure she woke up exactly the way we both wanted. With her in my mouth, and frankly, in my heart.
Chapter Eighteen
Happiness isn’t easy. Just keep at it
-Sienna, age 14 to her brother, Mace, after he had been dumped.
Sienna