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“Shit,” I mutter under my breath.
“What’s wrong?” her forehead crinkles with concern.
“You’re not going to believe this, but I don’t have any condoms on me,” I admit. “Do you have any here?”
“Uh, no. I mean, I haven’t really needed any,” she answers. And even though it means pressing pause, I can’t help but feel a sense of relief in hearing her response.
I lower my heavy body to rest beside her on the bed. I lift my hand to rest behind my head, feeling it sink into the pillow. Pushing out a deep breath, I try to calm the adrenaline still pumping steadily through my veins.
“Sorry,” I offer, feeling my own disappointment settle.
“It’s okay,” she offers, touching her hand to my chest. “I’m not going anywhere. We have time, and plenty of other things we can do tonight,” her gentle voice suggests.
A new wave of excitement pulses through me as I absorb her words. I roll to my side, dropping my nose to her neck and inhaling deeply. Her soft giggle fills my ears and I have no doubt we can still have a little fun tonight.
I let my fingers graze a trail up her thigh until I meet the soft lacey fabric at the edge of her panties. Her breathing turns to small shallow breathes, her chest rising and falling rapidly as her body begs to be touched. I need to try and hold back, and keep myself under control, but just seeing her reaction, I know it’s not going to be easy.
My fingers slide under the thin fabric and I instantly make contact. Her soft wet center pulls me in and my cock throbs. Her head falls back to her pillow and I watch her eyes flutter closed as I start to work.
“God damn, baby. You’re making me fuckin’ crazy here,” my gravelly voice praises as her back arches and a soft moan falls from her parted lips. “Are you on birth control? Because I really need to be inside you right fucking now,” I growl.
“Yes…yes,” she pants as my fingers continue to slide into her tight slit. “I’m on the pill,” her voice comes out surprisingly clear and steady.
“But what about…?” she hesitates, and I already know what she’s thinking.
“I’m clean, I fucking swear. Honestly, I’ve never not used one. This will be a true fucking first for me,” I manage to smile. “I even get checked every six months, just to be extra safe,” I share.
“But if you don’t want to, it’s okay. I’ll survive,” I tell her, trying to ease her mind as she decides. I know her plump lips could easily do the work, but it’s not the same as being inside her tight hot pussy.
Her eyes widen and her hand begins to slide down my bare chest, her fingertips tickling my skin as she traces her way down to my waistband. Her hand moves slowly to the front of my boxer briefs, gently cupping my hardened length through the fabric as I pull a sharp breath through my teeth.
“I want you,” her soft whisper touches my ears.
Within thirty seconds, my boxer briefs are gone and I’m situated between her widely spread thighs. I hold steady, keeping my eyes locked on hers as I pull her panties to the side. Gripping my cock in my hand, I move forward until I can feel her warmth pulling me in. I thrust forward, filling her easily in one swift motion before stopping to let her tight walls hold me.
“Ahhh…” she breathes out.
Fuck. I’ve never felt anything even close. I rock my hips slowly, pulling back just enough before filling her again.
“So fucking tight,” I breathe out in a raspy groan.
There’s no way I can hold out for much longer. This is too fucking perfect. Her fingertips slide up and over my chest before moving to my biceps, curling around my flexed muscles. She squeezes, offering another small moan of pleasure.
“That’s it, baby,” I feel her walls clenching and I know she’s on the edge.
“Bennie…” she breathes and I’m instantly on fire. It’s the first time a woman has said my real name during orgasm, and it might just be the best sound in the entire fucking world.
“Look at me,” I request and her bright green eyes open, her full pink lips curing into a small ‘O’ shape as our bodies continue to move together.
Between the feeling of her smooth skin against mine and the way her body responds perfectly to my movements, so warm and wet, I’m lost in her completely. Her soft curves begin to tremble beneath me and her breathy moan grows louder.
“Yes, oh my God…yes,” she cries out.
My muscles tense, burning down the back of my body. My biceps strain as I lean into the bed, thrusting forward into her sweet center one final time. My release spills, filling her deeply.
“Gahhh,” I groan out.
I feel my muscles begin to relax and I slowly lower my body to hers. That was beyond words. I’ve never experienced anything so fucking perfect in my entire life.