Page 65 of Into the Dark
“No. Why would I want to do that? I love you.”
“You’re wearing my top and those tiny little shorts I fucking love. Fuck’s sake, Alex.”
Settling my papers on the floor by the couch, I slide down so I’m lying flat. “Mmm, then maybe don’t think too much about it. And definitely don’t think too much about where my free hand is right now. Try to put that out of your head completely.” The heat floods to my cheeks as I slide my hand into those tiny little shorts he loves.
“Oh, baby, you are going to pay for this.”
“Well, let’s even it out then. Where is your free hand? And if you say on the TV remote flicking between Sky Sports, I’m hanging up.”
“I’m watching porn, actually,” he says. “That’s how lonely and frustrated I am.”
“Liar. You said you were catching up on the football.”
“You really listen, huh?”
“Of course I do. So where is your hand?”
“Right now, it’s on the TV remote.” I’m about to protest when he goes on. “Turning it off so I can concentrate on my favorite sound in the whole world. The sexy-as-fuck voice of the woman I adore.”
A stupid grin breaks out on my face, which is still hot with arousal.
“What else do you wanna know, baby?”
“Are you…?” God, can I seriously not even say the word out loud? How embarrassing.
Jake seems to find it amusing too because he chuckles—a soft, low noise that wraps itself around my body. “Yeah, I’m hard, Alex. Your voice has an intense effect on my cock. Always has.”
I giggle, embarrassed. “What are you talking about?”
“I’m serious. It was the first thing I noticed about you before I even saw your face. Your voice turned me on.” He lets out a low, soft groan, and I know he must be stroking himself now. I close my eyes at the image of it, him touching himself just to the sound of my voice. Watching him stroke himself has always turned me on.
“And what happened when you saw my face?” I manage quietly.
“You know what happened,” he breathes.
“Oh yes, you wanted to spend the rest of your life with me.”
“Well, actually, I got a raging hard-on first and wanted to fuck you right there and then. After that, I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. It was a lot to deal with after getting stabbed.”
“Thinking about you being stabbed is a lot to deal with right now,” I whine. “While I’m trying to ride a wave of arousal.”
“I’d rather you were riding something else if I’m honest, baby…”
I laugh breathlessly. “Let’s pencil that in for after we have dinner with my parents tomorrow.”
He lets out a low groan of discomfort, which somehow still manages to sound like the most sexual thing I’ve ever heard. “Baby, no talking about your parents…not now, yeah?”
“Is there something else you’d rather talk about, baby?”
“Yeah. I’d rather you tell me exactly what you want me to do with this hard-on.”
Smiling, I close my eyes and try to steady my breath. “Okay. Well. I want you to put yourself out of your misery.”
“Who says I’m miserable?”
“Smart-arse.”
“Baby, I think maybe you liked having your arse spanked.” He poses it as a question. One that I remain silent on. I didn’t dislike it, that’s for sure. Not that I’d ever tell him that. “Yeah, I think you did. How about before you ride my cock, I spank it, eat it, then fuck it? Would you like that?”