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Bella stares at me for a moment taking it all in and I can tell she is choosing her words carefully. I know there is no going back from this for us. How could she want to be with me when I have put her through this? I will look after her and make sure she is taken care of for the rest of her life but I won’t ask anything of her. I don’t deserve to breathe the same air as her.
Bella takes my face in hands and looks me in the eyes. “Damien, don’t you dare blame yourself for this. I knew you were feeling like this. That’s why you didn’t come to the hospital after I woke up wasn’t it? No, this was the fault of two crazy men, not you. You are my hero, Damien, you are my love.”
I stare back into her eyes, and I can’t quite believe the words she is saying. “I will not let them take you away from me Damien, do you hear me? We will get through this together.”
Bella climbs out of the covers and sits on my lap facing me, one leg either side of mine. She kisses me with such love I feel it in my heart. I kiss her back with as much love and passion as I can. Her hands move to my head and her fingers stroke through my hair. Our kiss deepens and our bodies press into each other. I feel my manhood wake up. This is the first time I have been aroused since the hair show. It feels so good to have her in my arms again. I lie us on to the bed. Side by side with our legs entwined, I feel the cast on her leg and suddenly remember.
I pull away, “Bella we mustn’t, your leg, and you need, to rest.”
“I am not made of glass Damien! I want you. I need to feel you. I need you to make me feel better. I want you now Damien.” She grabs my ass and pulls me in to her, wrapping her leg around my hip.
“Ok my Bella,” I chuckle as I peel off her little excuse for a pyjama top. I lie her on her back and kneel in between her legs. I take her in for a moment. She’s so incredibly beautiful. Golden blonde hair fans out on the bed framing her face. Those blue eyes which I get lost in sparkle as if they’re communicating with my heart. Those plump lips that get me hard by the slightest little pout. My eyes trail down her body. Damn is she sexy, even with the bandages and plaster cast. I don’t think, actually, I know there is not a more beautiful woman in the world. I vow in this moment that I will always appreciate her and what she has given me. Now, enough of the soppy stuff, I will now take her as mine, show her I am her man and only I can satisfy her needs.
I kiss her face and then down her neck. I take one of her breasts in my hands and massage it gently while taking the other in my mouth, sucking and gently biting her nipple. Bella moans in appreciation. I then swap to the other side. I want to make sure every part of her body is taken care of and feels the love and appreciation I have for it. I work my way down her stomach kissing and tasting her skin. She smells amazing, like strawberries. I run the tips of my fingers down the sides of her body following my mouth; this must tickle as Bella wiggles. Her skin covers itself in goosebumps. I love that her body reacts to me this way.
I reach her tiny pyjama pants and I remove them in one quick swoop and fling them over my shoulder. “We won’t be needing these.” Bella giggles at my comment. I spread her legs and look at her most intimate area and by God it is glorious. It’s pink, plump and glistening, ready and waiting for me. What an honour.
“Mmmm Bella, you are perfect.”
Bella smiles at me with such love. I bend down in between her. I start with kissing the in betweens of her legs. Feather like kisses and tickles with my nose. Once Bella gets used to me being here and I hear her breathing quicken with gasps of appreciation, I move to that special area. That area that belongs to me.
Chapter 23
Damien
I swipe my tongue through her slit, gently caressing her. Rotating round and round. Bella’s body begins to move with mine in response to the pleasure- this encourages me more. I use my lips and my tongue and my nose, I absolutely love being able to do this for her. I continue as her body starts to shake. Her legs start to kick a little and I know she is there. I work faster and apply more pressure and then I hear it, the sexiest sound in the world, Bella having an orgasm. An orgasm created by me and happening on my face. I am in heaven. I slow down to gentle kisses as she comes down.
Once her shaking has stopped, I can no longer control myself. I pull off my shirt and pants and slink into her. Wow. It feels as if it is hugging me- it’s the most perfect fit. I can feel every part of her inside and it’s sexy as hell. I am so hard I feel like I could burst. I get to work in marking my territory. My primal instincts kick in and I need to mark her as mine. I lift her hips and put her legs around me so I can enter her deeper. Bella lets out a gasp, but I hold her eyes and I know she’s ok. I bend and kiss her and make love to her mouth. I’m pushing inside her, I’m massaging her sensitive spot.
When I pull out of her, her body clenches pulling me back inside. It’s a magical feeling that’s sending me over the edge. I know I will never get enough of this. We caress each other’s bodies until we both cannot hold out any longer. I sense Bella is near, and I am glad as I am about to lose control. Bella closes her eyes.
“No Bella, look at me. Look into my eyes, I need to see you when you come.” She does. We hold each other’s gaze as that moment of euphoria takes over us. The moment when our bodies have given each other most intimate love there possibly is. Our souls connected. We are one.
“I love you.” We say in unison. My heart just grew a little bigger.
We hold each other for a while and then I hear Bella’s stomach grumble. It is getting on for dinner time. “You need to eat, let’s get washed and then I will make us food.”
“Sounds great, thank you.” I run a bath for Bella. I make sure it’s just the right depth and nice and warm with lots of bubbles just how she likes it. I roll up some towels and put them on the side of the bath so she can rest her plastered leg on them out of the water. I pick Bella up and carry her into the bathroom- she giggles a little and puts her arms around my neck.
“I love you Damien.”
“I love you too my Bella”
I kiss her on top of her head and put her gently in the bath. I get in the shower and we both get washed. Once we are dried and dressed, I carry Bella down to the kitchen and sit her on a bar stool at the island in the kitchen. I wanted to make something and bring it up to Bella but she wouldn’t have it. She insisted on coming downstairs. I can’t blame her she must be getting sick of those four walls. I just don’t want her to do too much.
I make us some homemade soup and a warm crusty roll, courtesy of the cook, who has kindly been making sure the kitchen is stocked with quick wholesome meals for all the family.
Speaking of the family, Bella’s mother and father come in and join us. “Sweetie you’re up, how are you?”
“I’m feeling really good thanks, mum. Damien’s been looking after me,” Bella blushes, obviously remembering how I have just taken care of her.
“Would you like to join us?” I ask Olivia and Henry. “There’s plenty to go around.”
“Well, if you don’t mind, that would be lovely.”
They too take a seat at the island, and we are soon joined by Chloe and Josh. They seem to come as a pair those two now. We all sit and eat and before we know it 2 hours have passed of chatter and laughter. It’s been a long time since this house heard the sound of a family enjoying each other’s company. The evening has been just what Bella and I needed. Bella’s got more colour in her cheeks and the sparkles in her eyes are brighter.
After we’ve all cleared the kitchen, everyone excuses themselves and I carry Bella to bed. We get into bed and snuggle into each other. I lie with my head propped up on some pillows and Bella lies with her head on my chest.