Page 8 of Jinx
I try to catch my breath even as his tongue runs up the middle of my body and finds the bundle of nerves at the top of my pussy. It’s a losing battle but one I need to keep fighting. Do I love the things Fury is doing to me with his tongue? Yes, of course I do. Is it going to make everything all better and make me see things his way? Hell fucking no!
I know what kind of man he is. I grew up with them all my life, I live with them every day, they’re all around. I’ve been told where to go and what to do by overbearing males my whole life. I don’t want that to be the next part of it. It’s one of the reasons I was so attracted to him when I thought he was a wiry nerd.
I don’t want to have to fight for every single victory, every simple allowance. I shouldn’t have to fight for those things. They should be given because the other person understands and loves me.
Can I trust Fury with my heart? Undetermined. Will he try to take over and dictate my life? A certainty. Could I love him for the rest of my life even though I might not be able to live with him? Pretty much already happening. If I let it. But what if I can win this one fight? What if I do show him he doesn’t get to control my life, my world? Will he still want to be part of it? Will he be able to give up control and be my partner in life and not just my dictator?
All of these questions buzz through my brain at the same speed his tongue is buzzing across my clit making it harder and harder to stay focused.
“This doesn’t mean you win. I won’t let you control me.”
Our eyes meet and he gives me a long, slow blink of assent before going back to eating my pussy out like it’s a fucking crepe and he hasn’t had breakfast in a really long ass time. He’s really good at this whole oral thing too. My leg is draped over one of his big, broad shoulders, opening myself up for him. And he takes full advantage of the opportunity by licking and sucking every part of me from front to back and to the front again.
I can’t help but moan and give him encouragement as he drives my body higher along the rungs of pleasure. His tongue slips and slides through my folds and my sense of control shakes and shatters as my legs start to follow right along shaking and quivering too. One of his hands comes up to cup my breast as I let the spray from the shower play with the other one. It’s incredibly naughty and I kind of love it.
The slide of the water, his tongue, and the feel of his palm on my overly sensitive breasts all come rushing at me at once. Too many sensations, too many things going on all at the same time, bombard my senses and shake my reserve to hold back. My head drops back as my back arches and everything inside of me contracts in fast hard spasms as my mind goes blank and I give into the orgasm that’s been building higher and higher.
When I come back down from my high, it’s to find that Fury has taken me out of the shower and laid me on the bed…still eating me. This time when I put my hand on his head he stops and looks up at me. “It’s my turn.”
He frowns and starts to open his mouth to tell me no. I can tell that is what he’s about to say so I just cut him off. “You got to taste me, now I want to taste you. I want my taste.”
“Now’s not the time.”
I place a hand on his chest and scoot out from under him. “You don’t get to decide that. I should decide that. We should decide that together!”
“I don’t think…”
“I’m not letting you take over. I won’t bow down to you. If you want this to work between us, you’re going to have to treat me like a partner. A full partner and not just someone you patronize by acting like you’re giving over the reins but secretly go behind my back and do it anyway.”
He sits back and our eyes clash with one another. It's going to suck if he chooses to leave me because he didn’t want to give me the freedom I need to have a happy life but I wouldn’t be able to live with myself if I didn’t make my stance clear, if I tried to change what I believed for him.
“I don’t want you to tell me what I can and can’t do.”
“Sometimes it’s for your own good.”
“Really, and it’s so damned hard for you to take just a second and explain why it’s for my own good. To point out where the danger is instead of maneuvering and manipulating me not to go that way. Is that too much to ask for? Just an explanation so I can decide instead of you dictating it.”
For a long moment, we both just stare at one another. Neither of us move or say another word. Then he stands up to his full height and drops his hands down to the buckle of his belt. The tension that’s built in the room slowly eases as he takes his pants off and stands before me as naked as I am. I can’t fight the little smile that tilts the corners of my mouth at the fact I won. I won…this time.
He crawls on the bed beside me before I can reach out and take him in my hand. “What are you doing?”
“You want to be my partner; you want us to be fully equal? I figure this is the best way to make that happen.”
He slides me over the top of his big body and gives me a quick pop-kiss before turning me so that I am face to…well, I’m getting an up close and personal introduction to his very large, very hard member.
“Don’t be shy now, angel.”
I swallow and take in the giant task in front of me. It’s all fun and games in theory but having it stare me in the face is a whole other ballgame. What if I can’t make this big man happy? I gather my courage and focus. I’ve never backed down from a challenge before and I’m not going to start now.
I take the bull by the horn, so to speak, and run my tongue up and down the velvety shaft before sinking my mouth over the tip of his cock. I can’t take the entire thing in my mouth but instead, lick and nibble on what I can fit. I run my tongue up the soft underside and flick my tongue over the tip taking in the bead of pre-cum that’s formed.
Salty flavor bursts on my tongue as I wrap my lips around him to try to find more. I still can’t take the full length of him. Fury helps me take more by starting to eat my pussy again, causing me to gasp around his cock, taking him to the back of my throat because of it.
“Oh shit!” I pop off his dick at his exclamation. Did I do something wrong? “That feels way too good, angel.” He grunts and I go back to sucking so he won’t be able to tell how big my smile is.
“You might be my angel, but you’ve got a sinner’s mouth.” With that statement, he goes back to running his tongue up and down the center of my body.
I try to focus on what I am doing but his mouth on my over-sensitized clit has me popping off him and arching my back as the feeling of flying comes back to me. My belly jumps and pitches like butterflies are taking off inside it, the muscles tighten with tension and my breasts become warm and heavy as I am taken higher and higher. I realize that I am straddling a man’s face and I’m about to come.