Page 33 of Sinful Addiction
His hard length twitches under his trousers with the sensation, which gives me the urge to grind down hard.There are so many things happening right now I’m in sensory overload.Antonio’s stubble grazes my neck as he leaves a bite trail.My moans fill the room, which encourage him to bite harder until I’m near screaming in ecstasy.
As I glide my fingers over his taut skin, I can’t stop them going back over the scratch indents.It's then I notice I drew blood.Leaning back slightly, I bring my fingers to my mouth and lick the crimson drop from them.
A strained hiss like no other echoes in the air around us.His raw, primal sound alone makes me try to clamp my legs together, then I remember where I am.
Heat penetrates me from his stare.
“I have never wanted a man more than I want you.”
My eyes shoot wide open.I didn’t mean to say that out loud.But the moment took my filter away.
“Pet, you have no idea.”
Without warning I’m airborne.A high-pitched squeal leaves my mouth followed by an oomph sound as I hit my mattress and Antonio is on me.Naked.
“Fuck…me.”My words are all winded as I appreciate this gorgeous man and his sexy-licious erection.
“As you wish.”
He bunches the material of my dress above my breasts with his strong fingers.In one swift movement the material is torn straight down the middle, baring me to him.I have no time to react to the loss of material because he’s burying himself to the hilt.My strangled gasp is the only reaction I can muster as he takes me to new heights.
He’s worked me into such a frenzy that I don’t know my own name.I can’t move.I’m one thrust of the hips away from coming, and he knows it.
I open my eyes and look right into his broken soul.Already I know this isn’t going to be like any other time.He’s being patient with me.He’s letting us savor this moment because we both know we won’t get another like it.We’re both greedy for sex.Neither of us can take it slow unless he has me in the playroom; there is the only exception, however, I don’t know if I can go back after tonight.Now he’s painting a picture of what more could be like and its scary as fuck.
“Stay out of your head.Let the moment take you to an all new high.I’ll catch you.I promise.”
“I trust you.”I’ve never meant that more.I trust this man over anyone else in my life.
As soon as the words are spoken, he starts gliding in and out in the most euphoric rhythm.
“Look at me, Lacey.Keep those eyes on mine.I want to see you let go.I want to consume your soul like you have mine.I want to see your reaction when you discover that you’ve destroyed both of us at the same time.”
And I do.I come so hard I see the darkness he talks about, and he’s right there, catching me as I fall further in love with the monster.
Fifteen
Antonio
Every time I watch Lacey a sense of contentment washes through me.I don’t know what having a true home is like, but if I did, she’d be it.
I’m unsure I’ll ever be able to let Lacey go—I sure as shit hope the time never comes.With a past like mine where everything I love gets taken from me, the need to protect her is all consuming.
I wish I was able to stay and protect her while cradling her in my arms.I wish I could erase my past to build a new one.One where darkness no longer consumes me.Iwantto be a better man for Lacey.I simply am not.
If she found out what I’ve done in my lifetime, she would never look at me the same again.She thinks she understands my lifestyle after Ava’s abduction by Xander’s tenacious father.I need to keep her blinded from what I do—my real job.I can’t have the blood washing off my own hands and tainting hers.I won’t permit it.
I want to be her safety net.We’ve been through a great deal together.Letting her go now would cement our future; she’ll never forgive me.
I trace her delicate cheekbone and watch the rise and fall of her chest.Her tough exterior is nowhere to be seen while she lies in sleep.
“I want to stay here forever.”My whispered breath catches her skin and little prickles trail over her neck, down her body and cause her nipples to pebble into hard peaks.
I enjoy the effects I have on Lacey.My precious hellcat of a woman.
I want more of her.
Ineedmore of her.