Page 51 of Jackass

“No, Sammy. Let me say this. Amber has been here the longest. She only fucks the younger guys. I have let Brandy, Tiffany, and Jade suck me off.”

I could see the tears in her eyes. She rolled her lips between her teeth. I knew she was holding back, believing she couldn’t say anything. I didn’t want her to hold back.

“Your jealousy is sexy as fuck,” I told her.

“I’m not jealous.”

“Like hell you aren’t.” I chuckled.

“What about Crystal?” she challenged.

“Crystal has only been here a year. She’s only nineteen.”

“So?”

“Woman, I am thirty fucking years old. I don’t fuck teenagers. Besides, I haven’t been with anyone except my hand for two years.” I waited for her to comprehend what I was saying.

She screwed up her face, confused.

“Why haven’t you…”

All at once, understanding softened her features.

“You haven’t… in two years?” she whispered suspiciously.

“Not until the other night, with you,” I confirmed. “Once I knew you were here, I didn’t want anyone but you. I still don’t.”

“Why?”

Sammy searched my eyes, looking for something.

Something I wanted her to have.

Something she needed.

“Because I love you, Sammy.”

Chapter Twelve

Samantha

“Because I love you, Sammy.”

No. I shook my head at Jack. What he just said made no sense. He couldn’t love me. He didn’t know me. I lied to him, used him. I kept his daughter from him.

I was not lovable.

“Sammy.”

Looking up at Jack, tears fell from my eyes. He pulled me into his arms and buried his face in my neck. I felt his lips trailing across my collarbone. My arms wrapped around his neck, and I held him tight.

“Jack, wait.” I pulled back. “You should hate me.”

“I could never hate you, Sammy. What do I gain from hating you? I’ll get a whole lot more out of loving you.”

“You can’t mean that,” I whispered, shaking my head.

“I do, Sammy. I fell in love with you that first night. When I woke up alone, I was devastated. I didn’t know who you were. Had no clue how to track you down. I thought I had lost you forever. You were the first and only woman I had ever thought of settling down with.”